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half empty or half filled?
-a gal with her story to tell-

life for rent
her say: Mingle a lil folly wif ur wisdom, a lil nonsense now & then is pleasant

yinglong
judith

TP/AFSN
080788
cancer(69)
fighting fit
17 going on 18
kovan


dirty lil secrets
fool ard with her buddies,
surprises,
mag,
shopping,
whacking folks,
cheap thrill,
mondays(with ade baby),
shopping,
four leaf clover,
belts,
coffee chat,
member cards,
V3,
bus ride,
$$$
wallet,
doggy,
someone <3


scrap those away:
bad hair days
pimply face
skinny me


slurps:
pizza hut's sweet
and sour spicy chicken
cum hawaian pizza,
meiji milk,
roti pratha,
M french fries,
brownies with ice cream toppings,
honey star,
green poison,
white chocolate dream,
yong tau fu,
pastamania's
mussle and clamps pasta &
garlic bread,
seasons ice lemon tea,


wanna whack:
drums,
'temple pub',
new food products


hush I am
who I am
simpleton
complicated
disorganised
indulging
haphazard
naive
bo-chap
kinky
indecisive


sweetest sin:
i'll bring it to where u are
ade-ti
bren
cheryl
denise
despina
elaine
elise
evon
eugene
gekkim
janna
jason
jenny
jocelyn.c
jose
juli
juli.lj
kee*
mawar
meixian
nana
pat
pinky
pohling
pgb
samantha
seeping
sengliang
seth
shereen
shihui
shirleen
sinee
valen
wilson<3
weixian
yani
yapmin
yunzhen


my fav. graphic design
check them out
urban collective
mcfaul
design taxi


games
pacman
pig game
fishing
pool
bowling
hangman
drunk
sonic
spot the diff
kickups
peeball
cheese
3D pool (good effect)
soccer shootout
word puzzles-fowl words
da' numba


her past
-tears in haeven-
February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006


CREDITS

designer:haryani


alright got back our results today...
how do i start?i got chased out of the hall cox i wasn't in 'SMART CASUAL'(i was wearing slippers)!!!so ya,i had to go all the way home and change into sneakers and damn it! the weather was soooooooooooooooooooooooo hot and humid?i sweated like hell but managed to get back before the results were given out.sickening!!i dunno why tt stupid school care so much bout tt.they say we are disgracing the school but hello there?! like YUYING SECONDARY SCHool has brought glory to me in these 4 years?no its gonna disgrace me even 10 years down the road!gangster school!!when i said i'm frm yyss...pple goes-huh?!where the hell is tt school? OR/ oh tt ganster school.. (-_-"') but thank you very much though, there is only two teacher there tt are truely commendable.love ya cher!

anyways this is what i got:
ENG:B3
MATHS:B3
AMTHS:B3
CH:CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC555555555555555555
SC:B3
ART & DESIGN:A2
F&N:B3
CL:B3
eh basically my results is like shit la!b3 b3 b3 and more b3s...hai i feel so inferior cos pple around me scored very well-lik 11 12 13...and this joker here scored 19..what the hell i might as well hide myself in one corner and just shut up.whatever!i wanna go poly.yep but... the only thing tt made me happy today was tt i'm the top student for art in the whole school!!!ya congrats..but you know? so what-its art, not some impt sub
eh mr loke called me again!and the thing was when i asked my friends if he called them too, they say he nv!so why of so many pple, he picked me?well anyways i told him i won't be going back (so stop callin me!) and he also asked me why i complaint to raimi tt he scolded me.hah i didn't expect tt question okie.alright so i told him-'not really...but you like to pick on me..' then he answered:'you've got nothing for me to pick on!'.... ya know i was so irritated i wisphered F***!! dunno if he heard but later he said it was meant to be a joke...(at tt moment, i was sop tempted to ask him to go and die and dun let me see him or hear frm him again!!! he is gettin on my nerve okie..full stop.i'm more than happy to put down the phone!
honestly its not tt yjc is sucky.its not bad afterall but i dun think i lik jc life.and the most impt thing tt i'm worried bout is tt i dun think i can cope.ya frankly the 1st 3 months was already so tiring for me.i cannot take it anymore.however i kinda miss the pple there so i tot i can just go and sit in the canteen when i feel like so tt i can meet them. its the pple there who added life to it... love ya pple...i won't be be going back to yjc but i truely enjoyed myself and this wonderful memories tt the OGLs, T31 and P28 pple have given me will stay with me for the rest of my life. i'm gonna leave this place which has given painful memories too,but i'm gonna miss him badly...
went out with my cousin and sis to town but i wasn't really enjoying shoppin coz tt sickening thing keep popping up in my mind!well apparently i had a bad bad bad nightmare last night which made me felt so disgusted la.eh i dreamt about tt guy engaging in intimate activity on the train while i was standing right in front of them watchin!!!(lets not go into details)eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk!!!darn it!
(haha applying the blore pore pack now!wooo hooo!OFF YOU GO blackhaeds! )
hmmmm today i bought a funky retro shades for 28bucks and a cardigan for 29.90bucks only!!ganna wear to school tmr!we can wear home clthes to collect results!kekeke
dun tell me tt.i know what to do coz i'm no longer a little gal.you tell me tt i'll find someone better, someone i'll meet later in my life so just let go and go on.but its easier said then done.ya.months ago i've already stated tt i will and i'll do it bt whenever i see him i just couldn't control-i see myself falling back again and making the same old mistake.well i know very well tt i'm subjecting myself to more problems i'll later regret.i know tt there will be no chance.i know the situation very well!when i'm down,i told friends bout what i'm going through.they gave the same old answers!i'm tired of the comments seriously.stuck in between,i know i'm stupid and stubborn.i refused to give up til the last moment.sign...just let it be...i need time tt's all...