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ahhh blogging means rest time!

i'm home agian after another tired day of lectures and nonsense activities.

we'd 4 hrs of lectures in the morning which was crazy but tt's the only time i can pay attention and somehow i manage to absorb hahha last time i used to daydream or stare blankly at the teachers while they talk. you know like you can see their mouth moving away but ur brian is switched off such tt you dun noe what comes out of their mouth-like the're speaking tamil or mumbling to themselves.

there's one gal in my class who always dress weirdly and is always with herself. i dunno why i like to bitch bout pple but she's not the approachable kind lar....

i'm not any better cox i go home myself too! i'm sorta loner in school too though cox i'm just not being myself when i can't talk loudly, laugh like mad or beat pple. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh luckily yingzi had lunch with me before she left school, abandoning me agian sob sob

anyways good luck to me tmr cox i've got 5 hr lectures til 6pm. i hope i dun collapse and die

had a really tiring day today i fell asleep on the bus, on my way home and knocked my poor head onto the window 2 times! so loud-i heard pple laughing at me haha gosh i was damn mah loo.
our lecture is so fun cox they use telecommunication to teach us, tt means there's no teachers in the lecture hall!! does tt mean we can pon? lols oops but i swear i won't for the sake of scoring good grades. ahhhh good gal! but lessons all the way to 6 is really MAD lar! ZzZZZZZZzZZzz
oh we bought our lab coat already and i looked like a big doctor man. pls call me dr lee to make me happy! hah okie okie
luckily there's no tutorials and lab this week or else i'll be so tired i think i dun wanna squeeze my way home with those stupid pple on tt bus. i hate squeezing* it makes me wanna push the pple around me down and step over them ahhahahahhahahhaha
okie today i learnt some SI units plus convertion of units for principles of inorganic & physical chem ugh i know its easy cox its the first lesson.
as for human anatomy and physiology we've learnt quite a little on the body landmarks like anterior and posterior, body planes, body cativities like the dorsal-cranial and spinal, bla bla bla la ahh and one chim word-homeostasis!
lets me show off a bit of what i've learnt today ah:
we had a long lecture my gluteal starts to acheand same goes to my cephalic.

looking foward to go to school on tues even though i dun quite enjoy myself in tp during the orientation.
ugh! but then i've to reach school at 8 and my class ends at 6! my god its tiring lah cox all of a sudden i've to be so hardworking after slacking for almost 6 months!! and on tues i've to go to school earlier cos i still dunno the place to the stupid lecture hall in the whole big maze of tp.
now i'm wondering what cca i wanna choose. i'm thinking bout joining the student union cos you get to be active around da school and its cool to be involved!!
eh i dun think i'll wanna choose the Applied Sc club haha unless they prove me tt its really fun.
other then tt, squash is also okie ugh but the rest are not really wat i want.

granny got discharged today but while i happily went shopping with ade,having a great time, grandpa got admitted to hospital. gong has been so weak recently and this afternoon was even worse when he went for a nap which he dun usually does.

i always tot ah gong is the healthiest grand pa i've ever known becox he's always so active- out to temple or shopping or chatting with his fellow friends at the flats near our hs. but his health went down after he reaches 80+..and i hate to hear him saying stuff like: its better to die then having to go through all these. i can't imagine how life is lik without him cox i love him so much.

gong i'll always love you...

shall i say today is so much better compared to yesterday?

but i still dun get the chance to talk to the quiet ones. yes i haven spoken to them!!

and i have nt found a partner i can stick..sob sob

besides tt, i start hearing pple saying tt school of applied science= school of nerds. and where do this insulting statement come frm? frm school of design. so here is my stern warning to those pple bitching around bout other courses cox they think they're frm design school they're cool and they can bloody hell say whatever they like?! BULLSHIT!!!

worse still while one of my friends were chatting with one student frm the design school she introduced us to her and she asked me:are you from china?

(OH MY GOD)I gave her a stupid face of cause and answered-- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

OH MAN

SOMEONE SAID I'M FRM CHINA?!

OKIE OKIE SHE SAID ooopss cox ur name is very chinese. come on la its chinese name of cause its so soso chinese la what shit are you talking bout? *&^$%#@

we had dragon boat today too and our AS guys came in first and the MC was like: AS came first!!! they not only have BRIANS they have arms too!!!

uh uh uh true we have brians.

and half way trough i really can't stand it any more i asked dashni for a walk. and i realised how true AS(applied science) is really nerdies cox i dun a lot of the AS school pple running away! most of them were frm school of engineering or business, well in fact i saw a whole lot of engineering pple and only a tiny bit of AS students.

other than tt today was really tiring and i gave jam and hop a miss though i noe its gonna be very very fun but sorrie i'm so sticky and hungry i've no mood for 'clubbing'.

then again dashni and i slipped out to tam mall for a bite and some chatting

poly life starts here:

omg just as juli had experienced, i dun seem to click well with my new classmates. they are far too queit i dun feel like opening my mouth at all. i felt like a total loner despite being with my class. may be all applied science pple are all weirdos, including me.

tmr we're gonna have more water games and i hate it cos i just hate getting wet and the idea of having to get changed after tt...

oh ya their tutorial classrooms are so SMALL?! hello? just 27 pple and i feel so squeezed up in tt tiny room. ugh 3 yrs to go and this is the first day, but i hope i grow used to it and hopefully like tt cosy little classroom.

yeh we had our timetable today and it proved me wrong tt poly is relaxing. no no.

it kinda scare me with all the subjects lik...

communication skills for applied science,

principles of inorganic and physical chemistry,

organic and biological chemistry,

applied principles for effective living

mathematics and statistics,

human anatomy and physiology,

science in food preparation...

and each lesson can be as long as 3 damn hours? omg i hope i'll not fall asleep during lectures and tutorials.

our term test week will be on the week 7 which clashed with my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

okie after 10 whole hours at school i finally survived my way home but grandma is not at home cox she is hospitalised and ah gong was sobbing away sigh. what a day.

went town today but didn't quite had a great time since my friend and i were damn tired.

i wanted to buy a top shop bag but by the time i've decided to slurge on it, its out of stock already!! sickening!!!

bloody waste of time. (curse those pple who had bought it. didn't leave one for me!)

then i got stuck at kino again cox i wanted a book. da book MIDDLESEX is soooooo draggy its getting boring zZzzZzZ.... (i wanna chuck it aside now)

and again- bloody waste of time and money(on t book-middlesex).

since i can't get the bag i spend it on books instead -Beyond The Great Indoors, and The Child Beyond Reached(another book about autistic child). i've read 3 books about autistic child tt i think i'm qualified as an autistic psychologist hahahaha....nonsense, i know...

oh ya! i saw a book by president, dr wee kim wee haha i wanted to buy it initially but tot it was stupid.

no wonder its placed at the entrance. still, silly pple will buy it cox he just passed away or something.

i saw a good looking guy at coffee bean but my friend said i've got wired taste cox he's old. ugh but i think he is attractive, full stop. personally i do have a thing for old guys haha i'm not sure why too. guess i'm attracted tt's all. i won't go any further than stealing a couple of glances at him. hehe yeh yeh teee-koh. smack his ass and give him a wink keke OMG of cox i won't do tt.

its just pure imagination.

keke we came across the topic bout guys and i told my friend tt i hate guys in v-neck shirt. they look super disgusting, just like guys in sleeveless shirt. ugh an immediate turn-off.

and my friend's immmediate turn-off is guys in slippers when they're wearing jeans haha hmmm i can't picture it though cox i haven't take any notice of tt before.

lolx funny how last time when i was in yj, juli val and i started noticing guys wearing a white shirt beneath the black orientation colar-T haha. charmimg? uh uh, doesn't apply to all who does tt

shit! wat the hell happened to my blog?

last week grandpa left a thousand bucks aside to get a wheel chair on his own accord but much of a resentment i reckon(it don't cost tt much of cause but ah gong dunno the price) and for the whole week we could hardly see him as active as before.
sis had to help him up and get him onto the wheelchair in the morning and back to bed at night. his daily routine is lessened to reading newspapers, watch tv, bathe, and eat. like a soul trapped in a almost helpless body, i felt him, but i couldn't do much accept to push him around or wear his shoe or to get him fruits to eat.
now gong doesn't use the chop sticks anymore- he can't manage it and bowl is changed to plate now.
last time he would go to temple to help out with some stuff even when his legs were weak but now its almost impossible.
the process of growing old is really a mental torture than physically. ugh....
in spite of tt grand pa is really really happy today cox he can walk on his own again!but still he can't walk for a long time.
anyway all thanx to the chinese pill he eats everyday-da huo luo yuan, its apparently a magic pill i must say.
however...we all know tt he needs the wheel chair nonetheless

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read the newspaper article on president dr wee's pet dog after his death. if you haven't read it pls do cos its really moving- the dog is sooooo cute!!how it behaved weirdly when its beloved owner is no longer around.sob sob poor little doggy

i've got a new hair cut!! but not much difference actually, basically shorter, spikier and a little tail! (U know?) those kind of tail tt suddenly comes out frm no where at the side of my back. yeh cool la but tt wasn't wat i told my hair stylist ta do. she nv ask me either!! it was after cutting tt she waved tt mirror frm behind to show me her little creation haha.

its 2.5 inches long i think and she told me it'll look nicer when its longer lol!! i tot it was funny at first keke then i tot it wasn't a bad idea!

Besides, my sis has a friend with a tail too but i'm definitely not a follower cox it isn't wat i intended to do...ugh bother! like she will sue me.....

yes yes!! i'm going da snip and cut my hair today!!!! yeh yeh

excited la

going to change my hair stylist cox my friend recommend her's but i still doubt if she can satisfy me.

if she's good i'll let her touch my hair next time. if she not good then she better watch out.

frankly i look at pple's hair to rate the coolness of tt person.it's true!! see all lians got almost the same typical hair style(bengs too)and i think its ugly. i dunno why some pple can still survive with tt full head of jell(or starch i wonder) and worse still-center parting. hmm and nerdy pple tend to have a simple hair cut, as in not tt special ZZZZZZzzzz..

haha interesting discovery!! -__-""

duh but still the dressing counts too.

went back to sec school to collect tt o level cert and met mrs pang (our f&n teacher).. she is such a nuisense i just can't stand her. dun blame me for showing her attitudes for the pass years. fucking big breast woman with no brain but a good for nothing mouth. may she blessed with ulcers or slip down in da toilet and taste da shit tt smells just like her breath! old B*%@#!!! GET OUT OF MY WAY RIGHT NOW!!!!

AHH i feel better after cursing her but its best if she had the chance to read it.

watched eye for a guy? denise is sooo pretty but i dun like her over-confident attitude. hah but she is pretty so it doesn't matter you know. see how having a pretty face is always an advantage? i agree..yes yes