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-a gal with her story to tell-

life for rent
her say: Mingle a lil folly wif ur wisdom, a lil nonsense now & then is pleasant

yinglong
judith

TP/AFSN
080788
cancer(69)
fighting fit
17 going on 18
kovan


dirty lil secrets
fool ard with her buddies,
surprises,
mag,
shopping,
whacking folks,
cheap thrill,
mondays(with ade baby),
shopping,
four leaf clover,
belts,
coffee chat,
member cards,
V3,
bus ride,
$$$
wallet,
doggy,
someone <3


scrap those away:
bad hair days
pimply face
skinny me


slurps:
pizza hut's sweet
and sour spicy chicken
cum hawaian pizza,
meiji milk,
roti pratha,
M french fries,
brownies with ice cream toppings,
honey star,
green poison,
white chocolate dream,
yong tau fu,
pastamania's
mussle and clamps pasta &
garlic bread,
seasons ice lemon tea,


wanna whack:
drums,
'temple pub',
new food products


hush I am
who I am
simpleton
complicated
disorganised
indulging
haphazard
naive
bo-chap
kinky
indecisive


sweetest sin:
i'll bring it to where u are
ade-ti
bren
cheryl
denise
despina
elaine
elise
evon
eugene
gekkim
janna
jason
jenny
jocelyn.c
jose
juli
juli.lj
kee*
mawar
meixian
nana
pat
pinky
pohling
pgb
samantha
seeping
sengliang
seth
shereen
shihui
shirleen
sinee
valen
wilson<3
weixian
yani
yapmin
yunzhen


my fav. graphic design
check them out
urban collective
mcfaul
design taxi


games
pacman
pig game
fishing
pool
bowling
hangman
drunk
sonic
spot the diff
kickups
peeball
cheese
3D pool (good effect)
soccer shootout
word puzzles-fowl words
da' numba


her past
-tears in haeven-
February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006


CREDITS

designer:haryani


oh school is really so dull i'm killing myself everytime i step into TP.
it is truely boring me out!!
and valen seem to enjoy her day in school watching at hot cute guys ah? i haven't see my metrosexual guy in school these few days!! where has he been huh?! i guess he is hiding in the toilet, tidy every strands of hair tt is out of place keke.
oh yea thanx valen for the card i love it. surprise surprise!

anyway have you seen bird in a bus before? i saw tt today! tt birdie was so cute!
i guess it board the bus cox it was curious but got stuck inside hahaha.
fortunately a kind soul asked the uncle to open the bus door so tt it can fly out. wooooooooooooh!!

i failed my OBC quiz. haha- oops not again.
lets not mention bout tt ,i'm so sick of it already.
see ya* ZZZzzzZZZzz i'm supposed to be studying now but before tt i wanna catch a nap 1st.
my eyelids are so heavy its shutting down!!
monday is always my fav day. why? we have to attend one communication skills tut and tt's all for the day?!
happy! yea!!!
oh and last week we had a small individual presentation and guess how much i scored?
10.5/15!!
i'm satisfied with my marks even though the teacher told our class she had given full marks for other classes and was very disappointed tt our class had done very badly.
anyways the teachers wrote on the slip where our flaws are and where we had done well.
i was fluent but i need to pump up the enthusiasm. besides tt, my gestures don't enhance my speech and there were too much unnecessary movement (oh shit i dun even noe tt my handa were flying all over the place -_-""). but i had engaged eye contact most of the time. whew!
today isn't tt fantastic so my blog will be boring. bye! waves*
going to munch on my cheese balls crackers i bought frm cold storage! yum yum.
you want some?
but of cox you can't... awwwww
wow today was the 'best' day of the week man, i tell you!
firstly a greeny soft disgusting worm crawled on my leg this morning when i board the bus. i felt something weird clinging to my right leg so i gracefully sweep it with my hand, not knowing WTH it was. cox i was sitting on those horizontal sits at the back of the bus where there's another row facing me, so i can't really look down at my leg! little did i noe it was a worm and i struggled the whole bus journey all the way to the interchange before i flick it off and excitedly step on it so tt it won't live to irritate pple. can't wait to kill tt gross thing! once i had it on my head man i wonder why those worms likes human so much. yucks!!!
so tt was it and i went to school with my usual lessons.
i ate a curry puff after my 3 hrs lab to satisfy my always hungry stomach but had a stomach upset. you noe when you can't hold it anymore you have to excuse yourself. what a relieve man. luckily no one can hear me answering nature's call in the toilet cox the cubicle next to mine was flushing continuously. i think the button got stuck or whatsoever. luckily it wasn't tt smelly as well. whew!! with tt i rushed back to my organic biological chem tutorial or pple will think i'm washing my hair in the toilet hurhur!
rite after i was back, our teacher wanted us to keep our stuff and prepare for a quick pop quiz and i was like- shit i dunno a single thing!! and i guess i got it wrong but rite after i surrender my paper to my teacher i noe how to do!!! OMG i really wanna kill myself man. i'm such a loser!
enough of my wonderful morning i was damn pissed off. all thanx to tt quiz. i admit tt i'm having mood swing. i just zipped my mouth and walked to the canteen like a robot.
then we had maths & statistic tut so we got back the test paper. Mas( my classmate) was happily announcing to the whole class he didn't failed. he got 16.5. alright guess how much i got. i FAILED! 9.5!!! F! i failed my maths. then again my mood swing came back. i kept quiet throughout the tut. coppied the answers down like i'm copying an essay cox apparently i have most of them wrong! why? careless mistakes. i'll nv fail my maths again. NEVER!!
i failed my maths mid yr back when i was in pri five and i went mad like a possessed coo coo. i broke all my wooden pencil in my pencil case!
but of cox i didn't break my pens today, they were pens which i can't break with my bear hands.
anyway i was really screwed up already.
class dismissed at 6 and i was to meet my sec friends in town for a dinner. i wanted to take a direct bus from school to doby but 8 bus went and i was fuming like a volcano inside. so i decided not to wait for tt 518 bus and i board 23 to boon keng then to doby.
i was the latest of cox.
we'd a great time laughing hard and my phone rang. mum called me to ask if i'm gonna be back soon! so i told her i was dismissed at 6 and i'm still having dinner with my friends!
no shit frm me. i've to be home before she go mad again.
isn't it irritating?! hello? i'm 16 going on 17 in weeks' time and i'm in poly now but mum is still nagging at me like as if i'm in pri school!!
suckie friday!
i'm in deep shit now. i dun think i can catch up with the school work cox i'm dumb and i need time!! the damn chem teacher's pace is so fast he is always rushing through the pts like mechine guns.
cross my fingers. i hope i can do it for my term test.
i swear i always wanna study hard but just lack the motivation. ugh i'm just plain lazy;
i either doze off, feel like eating something or the words just get inside my brian.
jesus!! you're in poly now yinglong! come on!!

alright enough of tt cox it won't help by complianing..

anyways i rushed out to meet seng, jason, shuan, and seeping after i reached home cox i miss them so much!! i just love spending time with them, but if only they're in TP then tt would be the best.

and sheesh there's something seriously wrong with me cox my mind is polluted to the stage tt i myself can't stand it!
hey here's an interesting personality test:

its raining but
someone's at the door, the phone is ringing, ur baby is crying, the tap is dripping and ur clothes are outside.
with sequence, list down which you will do first.

when my friend asked me this question, my answer was to answer the door, then pick up the phone, check the crying baby, close the tap and lastly bring the clothes in.

hurhur. so my personality test results showed tt to me friends are very important becox i chose to answer the door 1st, opportunities is next (cox i pick up the phone), family seems to be placed at the third position of my piority list( ie. check out the crying baby), and career is the second last( ie.close the dripping tap), and lastly i'm not materialistic( bring in the clothes).

accurate? i dun think so but no harm trying lolx.

i'd my PIPC test today and i think i screwed it up.
i swear i'm gonna fail my first test which makes me wanna give myself a real good beating!!
how can i not know how to do!?
actually the test wasn't tt hard if i really memorize all the stuff in my notes but obviously i didn't. i'm dead.
but fear not i'll mug like hell and do well for my term test the week after next. sheesh this is hard!!
ying long!! ur chem foundation is so bad you better buck up or retake k?!
okie.
oh yeh i bought one earring frm my school! those design school pple set up stalls in little carts, selling earrings, necklaces and stuffs. they have buttons earrings they made themselves cox i saw them gluing. but i didn't buy tt. instead i bought the ring ones with beads on it. it cost me *8bucks! eh quite ex la rite, considering tt they're setting up stores in school and not outside where the rental fee is high. cheaters! lolx joking.
i went bugis village again. yes again and guess what happen?
i was walking pass this shop when one ang moh guy stared at me and asked: can you help me?
i was like: huh?!
he goes: eh see i got bad taste for chothings so can you help me see if this goes with this( the shop owner was holding the blouse and skirt for him). its for a girl.
(my friends were there too...)
so we stared at the clothes for a few secs and gave him a weird look. hurhur just picture the three of us standing there, surprised by his funny confrontation. tt's really absurd.
i know my friends wanted to share their comments but they somehow kept quite. eh they did mumbled something but i dun think he heard tt so i told him: i think the skirt is okie but the blouse isn't. the two of them doesn't go with each other. (my friends agreed with some noddings).
so the ang moh went in to search for a better top and the stall owner followed. and i walked off too. but my friends stood there to help. hurhur. pardon me. i just wanna get out of this totally hilarious situation.
tt ang moh is good looking?! and ard his early thirties i guess or late twenties. he got tattoo on his chest too!!! OMG!
after tt we continued our shopping and i told my friend i would help him if he take off his clothes to show me tattoo lolx! eh dots dots...
ain't my life interesting? keke
okie see ya tmr!!!! you noe i've to go and revise my chem.
psst!! if you want some snacking while shopping at bugis street, pls go to the second level and buy tt chocolate chips cookies k. its damn cheap($1) and delicious. dun worry its crispy and you get student price too! which means it cost only $0.80. wow tt's feel good time babe!!
while i'm still wondering what to present for tmr's communication skills, sis pop out with the article on Sarong Party Girl (SPG) from the New Paper. she told me tt girl used to be in the same sec school as her too, so she kinda noe who she is. anyways, i'd curiously read her blog before but mum was walking in and out frm behind so i stopped reading it cox you noe there's pictures too. and mum could just spot WTH i'm reading.

yeh. tmr,i'm gonna talk bout Singapore's bloggers since our teacher wants us to relate our topics to singapore. and you noe how boring it will be if we're to discuss a lot on political stuff or education system, dots dots dots.

hmm so basically i've stand in front of the whole class of 27classmates + 1 teacher tt makes a total of 28 times 2 eyes staring at me! isn't tt scary? hope i can speak 'normally'. pls...

my 2 mins presentation goes like this:

hi everybody! i'm gonna discuss bout teengage bloggers in singapore and i believe tt most of us blog right? but even if you dun, i bet everyone here noe what blogging is. its sort of like an online diary where pple can write whatever they like for others to read and post their comments. and when we talk about blogging, we'll definitely noe who wendy cheng is; the infamous xiaxue.blogspot. i've visited her blog and seriously think its not as interesting as what i've heard. i tot her blog is made up of a whole load of criticicsm and 'bitching' whatever she tot can make her blog interesting.how interesting? -as many as 8000 readers a day? i think tt really showed good she is in grapping pple's attention. perhaps its becox she added pictures for pple who're lazy to read. nontheless, her posts are misleading, self denying and petty.
talking bout posting pictures in blogs, sarong party girl is the next blooger who drew pple's attention to her nude body which was posted recently(but was removed). her eagerness to gain pulicity somehow back fired her though. the fact is tt as long as its in singapore and not in some liberal country lik america, this act is not appreciated to a certain extent. honestly, i'm alright with tt but i dunno why an intellectual girl would wanna degrade herself like this. but once again, be it a piece of body art or pornagraphy, she has the right to do whatever she want in her own blog, and the reader's source of entertainment. thank you everyone! tt's the end of my presentation.

*how's tt?* uuuggghhhh.....
now i've got runny nose after my sore throat:(
ya noe when you sleep ur nostrils will get blocked and you have to breathe through ur mouth?
i woke up at 4am cox my mouth was so dry i could hardly swollow. uugghhh...
i hope tt i'll get better in the weekend cox it ruin my mood when i'm sick. dunno if you're aware of pple blowing their nose in public and you can hear the sticky mucus being forced out onto tt tissue paper.
i think its disgusting!! hurhur tt's why i hate runny nose cox you have to blow ur nose all the time and i'll get conscious whether pple feel the same as i do. i rather do it in my cubical. my friend blew his nose so loudly in the lecture hall, i bet everybody knew who tt gross person was. i pity the person sitting in front of him lolx hope she's strong enough to fight all the virus tt was showering frm above. keke eeeek
last nite amy slept without a pillow and blanket- cruel employer!
amy only had a slice of bread with no spread this morning- cruel employer!
hurhur but now she has three pillows and one blanket!!
amy is so cute cox she make herslef busy all day and cleaned the entire house(not really la) and i haven catch her lazying ard! and i'm not used to her polite greetings cox i'm the youngest at home so no one actually give me such superior feeling.but i guess she won't greet me the same way she does weeks later.
thats all i've to make myself revise for two quizzes tmr! bye*
hello* i'm back--- to bugis vollage!!(not again)
i dunno why i still wanna go though i've been there for lik 3 to 4 times.
i'm sure there're lots more stuff for me to bring home.
tt place make me feel high and shoooooo i find myself walking in the maze of bangles,
bags and clothes!
cooooool. pls ask me along if you're going cox i'll happily tag behind you lolx
sob sob but next mon is the last day to shop before term test! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh even my grandpa tot it was a little too fast. he should be the director of tp! i demand the term test to be pushed backed so tt i can celerbrate my birthday! i'm gonna compliant to PM

AMY(our new maid) is coming tmr! i'm feeling damn excited to have a new member in our house and hopefully she's tt kind i can bully. duh* man i'm bad in nature; spare a tot for me. i bet you will too but pls i'm not so nasty to force some shit down her throat. i dun wanna end up behind bars.
(lolx i just edited the 'bras' to 'bars'! just picture me behind the bras hehe man i would love it!! tsk tsk tsk)

ZZZzzz my blog is getting boring now cox i'm tired. will do a better one next time!
see ya pple. -off to mug now :)

mum i think i'm more hardworking now. (tsk tsk what a good gal)
so can you increase my pocket money?
i ponned OBC lecture taday and went out with yingzi eh but i swear i won't pon lectures agian. really!
anyway we went starbucks for a cup of coffee and chatted for an hour or so and helped yingzi pick blusher and some make up stuff at body shop and watsons. hurhur yeh poly pple put make up! but i dun do it unless i feel like or i look pale tt day. oh man yinglong you've changed!!( eh but mum doesn't allow so you know how light my make up is even if i slap some on. you won't even realise tt i applied)
here's something i really wanna tell you guys... when we were walking out of star bucks a bitchy looking gal started staring at me. i didn't give a damn bout her but yingzi whispered to me tt if i know her cox she was looking at me in tt kind of manner- as if i owned her something. she was at the counter(where you collect drinks) and our table was just behind it, so just imagine her staring at me all the way frm the table, pass the counter and then to the door. bloody ass!! how dare she gave me tt kinda look huh?!
well, i merely returned a look at her and rolled my eyes to make sure tt she fume with anger. i swear i was really bitchy at tt moment. cox she started it lo. isn't this the way you 'kindly' express ur little 'gratitude' to tt sort of pple?
slutty!! i mean she is slutty not me!
just picture her idiotic face lar. she didn't even took an eyes off me. uuuggghhhh.
if i were in my dream, she's dead. i would have slapped her til she beg for mercy lolx ehh tt's if i were in my dream.
but just in case you tot i'm childish i'm not hurhur cox i bet you would do tt too...
life's like tt madm. cox she dun deserve to have tt 'privilage' to get pple pissed off.
la la la but i pissed her off too! tt's fair enough rite?
blogging in school again!
ugh we ate puffs in lectures hurhur yeh- hungry students taking their illegal food and eating noisily during lesson.
there's no lab today too so i'll be dismissed at 3 but no one is dating me so i'll go shopping myself then. sob sob cox i dun wanna go home tt early!! wat can i do at home?!
ah gong i miss you lots. hope he listens to the doctor and do his exercise everyday so tt he can walk on his own agian.
oh yeh i realise tt i can only talk nonsense with the guys in my class cox no girls can take my dirty talk...
ZZzzzZzzzzzzZZz
we talked bout rubber hurhurhur and more stuffs like flossing the asshole cox we saw a girl with really long hair- all the way to the buttocks.
then we talked bout balls. ehh i didn't start all these. the guys did i was just clicking on well with their topics and they happened to be talking to me.
the guys in my class are really funny, though there's only three eh to which i named one mr gay but he's attached already.
duhhh
all the gals in my class are boring. i can nv find one who can make me laugh all day.
so you find me half dead in school, ehh almost dead actually...
yeh man i'm blogging in school now!
i've got 5 hrs break!
tt's so long rite? but its only for today-how sad
man and i've got food prep test tmr but i haven revise yet!
duh and it seems like the class had done with their revision or at least started or half done.
and i haven start yet.
lazy yeh, but whats wrong with studying at the last min when they are still fresh in mind?!
i'll do it later:)
I LOVE YOU GRANDPA!
I LOVE YOU VALEN!
I LOVE YOU JULI!
i still can't stand tt squeezy bus cox i dun get to sit down while i pay as much as those pple who are comfortably sleeping away in their cozy sit. not fair!
i'm adapting well to my new poly life though its really tiring and my eyes keep bothering me for a rest. so i've no choice but to slip out and buy some snacks to munch on to keep me awake at all times. i like the m&m peanut chocolate and too much of tt gives you coloured teeths and lips keke. tt is when i generously offer jodie and brennagh my sweets lolx.
y'day i wen to bed so early cox i'm too tired for any revision. well, even if i did i dun think my brian cells will eagerly store them.they need a rest too just like my eyes.
labs are fun too cox i dunno why i get noisy and crazy when i wear tt lab coat. its just i've suddenly changed into another identity-the crazy me. but duh its just me. i've been so noisy all these while what.
ya and i'm always with tt jodie and brennagh. they're quite quiet so i'm the one to do the talking and beatings lolx.
i also realised tt quite a lot of yyss pple are in tp too. pple like fabian,yani,jko,gekkin,gary,yz,dashni,and tiffny! ehh may be more of them just tt i dun see them ard. lots more frm my pri school(HIPS) i can still recognise most of them hur hur they dunno me!!! tt's good! cox it means i've changed a lot a lot right? yes yes. i like it-the feeling of me knowing me but you dunno me hurhur. then they'll get a shock to know tt i'm tt nerdy yinglong yrs ago.
yeah!!!!
life rocks on...