all bottled up inside
i dunno what is up in my mind.
when i was struggling to solve tt stupid maths question, i got wrong for my term test, my brain switched to my secondary school life channel( i'm always day dreaming which is why my results are always poor *hiak).
though i quite like TP but i seriously find my life meaningless except studying.
in poly i have those usual HI-BYE friends, lamers to joke with,arrogant asshole, pretentious pple, hypocrites, helpful, the always hyper-active pple, and those quiet classmates which i can't find myself clicking well with. in fact i hate them!! perhaps tt is why i really really really (times 1000000...) miss my secondary school friends. but come on life goes on, they have their new friends or new boyfriends and girlfriends! they're missing me out in their life, leaving me alone to this f***ing environment i hate to its core. of cos there are one or two besties who still date me out occationally and i truely treasure this friendship. combing through hundreds and hundreds of pple i have come along this far and really find someone whom you can share all ur troubles with is harder then scoring a 100 for your exam. no doubt, one day they'll find their own sweet heart and leave me behind but i hope our friendship can still be strong.
i'm a person who is jokes and laugh bout every single thing, seem strong and free but deep inside i'm weak like a twig and friends play a big big role of my life. sad to say i can't find a real good friend i honestly call a friend in poly.
ughh... anyway we're suspecting tt grandpa had a stroke cos he was abnomally restless y'day and we realised tt his speech is slurry. but he refused to allow daddy to sent him to hospital sigh...
