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2 regular ice blended espresso for my breakfast and lunch is enough to make my stomach go upside down. i went to starbucks to study even though there was all the background noise going on and especially irritating during the lunch hour and after school hour but i could still stick my eyes onto my notes and studied 5 whole chapters!
but still, out of 5 modules, i have only completed 1/5 of them so there's actually a lot more for me to go. yup.

and after studying for hours, i finally wanna go for dinner and we went back to kovan for mac lolx yes mac, i know its a bad choice( but i would rather mac than KFC or BK).

i accompanied ade to wait for her bus and tt was where we witnessed a parent who was embarassed, in public, by her own child.

the boy finished his fruit juice and walked over to the edge of the pavement, wanting to chuck the packet on the road side. his mum screamed at him but apparently, he purposely ignored his mum's call. he didn't throw it on the floor yet but he was intending to- we can see tt. an indian woman saw it (just like us) and yelled at the boy to throw it into the bin pointing at the bin situated at the back of the bus stop. he turned a deaf ear, strolled over to where the bus stop sign is and placed the packet slowly on the floor. like WTH lah, the child is really too much.

obviously we were all curious to see what his mum will do next to her boy.

the mother whacked him with an umbrella after her fruitless attempt to make him throw it at where it was supposed to be disposed.

i've no idea whether i was tt naughty before but i guess i didn't had the the cheek to display such a bad attitude in public. my friend passed her comments to me tt a child should be disciplined at a young age or to change to the worse when he grow older. of cox i agreed.

many may not know tt i used to be a very yucky kindergarden kid who go around bullying a boy in my class.

i would punch, kick, pinch, slap, or degrade him and make a hell awful life for him to entertain myself. me and buddy, we bullied him on the school bus, during play time or basically any chance near him.

i enjoyed doing tt, the fun of making pple afraid of you. i nv tot of how others would feel because all i want was to make myself happy, even if it was to make pple suffer in pain.

but obviously this didn't go on for a long time. the teacher was informed by his parents tt there was marks or bruise and cuts on his boy's body and dreaded to go to school. his parents got him to tell them who did it and tt's was the end of my friend's and my 'happy' time.

we were scolded of cox but our parents wasn't informed. my parents didn't even know how i was like in school. all they know is tt i was doing find cox i looked fine! i confessed my my sinful deed only years later.

the talk by my kindergarden teacher touched me, and i was guilty of what i have done.

i mumbled a soft sorry to him on the last day of school but i reckon he didn't hear it.

may be he did heard me but all i know is tt he didn't turn round and look at me.

i forgot his name and i hope he had long forgot bout wat i'd done. but all tt are still fresh up in my head...

i was on my usual trip back home today and i saw my sec school English teacher who taught us for 2 years(sec 1 &2). i stood there staring at her while she slept her journey home; for a moment or two, i sympathized her. afterall she used to be scolding us countless of times back when we were in lower sec, we were her student and we listened to her. but now, the feeling of inferiority and fear is gone. i saw her as a passenger who took the few mins on train for a nap after their tired day of work. she looked frail. but still i avoid looking at her because she might just open her eyes and catch me staring at her.
she alighted as the same stop as me,at kovan, i knew she saw me from the corner of my eye and she took the other exit to avoid the small talk with her ex-student. she didn't had a good impression of this gal who used to struggle very hard for english but still couldn't make it and ended up in B class. she discouraged me, she failed me but she helped me in the promotion so tt i could stay in express stream three ago. i should be grateful but i hate her in some way or another. i nv liked her because i wasn't one of the students who did well in class whatsoever.

she made me felt like a total loser who can't help but think her results sux and would wish tt this teacher get MC tt day so tt she can miss her eng lessons, but of cox this bloody woman is always in pink health all year round, 24/7.

and as she make her way to the escalator, i slowed down my steps and watch her disappear. i'm going back to my sec school this wed to meet mr pom chia chia but i hope i won't get to bump onto this woman again. both mr chia and ms lin were my english teacher but ironically, i hate the woman and worship mr chia, not because she's a woman but bcox what a teacher said to me will always stay in my heart.basically, she treated me no more than just a student or may be lesser than tt.

and this bitchy maid i have really need a slap on her face!

she wore a pushed up bra, a tight blouse low enough to see when she bend down, and a dangling earring when she followed grandpa to temple.

pls! who on earth would think she is pretty even is she was to squeeze into a gown? sorry cox mum had told her to wear a loose t-shirt since she is working. and appearently she has to help my grandpa up and down so everybody will be viewing at her two big boobs!

may be she can consider going back to her own sweet home where she can let her husband squeeze her BOOBS all day long!

B-I-T-C-H-Y-S-L-U-T she is one!

this is an extract from someone else blog:

I came across this Primary School girl who was adopted since she was a baby from a foreign land. (We shall call her Sally) The adopted parents thought that they could not have their own child. They loved Sally. For about a year or so.
A year after the adoption, the adopted mother became pregnant. The adopted grandparents were overjoyed. They sincerely felt that Sally brought luck and good fortune to the family. However, the mother hated Sally. At that time, it was only a small seed. But it would continue to grow. She had a couple more children during the next few years and the hatred for Sally intensified. She forbade the rest of the family from caring for Sally.
The mother tried to return Sally to the country she came from. She was told by the relevant authorities that this could not be done. She tried a few more times over the years and soon, the children grew up.
Sally was not allowed to go to KFC, BK or MacDonald’s like her adopted siblings. The family would bring home leftovers for her. Take note that it is leftovers, and not a new set of Happy Meal with some toy inside that they decided to “takeaway” for Sally back home.
When the family went to the Zoo, the Bird Park etc., Sally was made to stay at home. Sometimes with the maid, and sometimes by herself.
Sally was not supposed to be seen or heard when the parents come home from work. She was to stay inside her room and stayed quiet. If she was sighted or a noise/voice was heard from her, she would be scolded or punished.
Sally slept alone. She can’t even remember from what age she did that. At around 9 p.m., she had to switch off her lights. She told me she could sometimes hear the mother telling bedtime stories to her adopted siblings in the room down the corridor.
Sally loved reading. Because she was not allowed to buy her favourite story books, she ended up reading magazines, her siblings’ books that were just too simple for her, and apparently, she read the manuals lying around at home. In theory, she would know how to operate the air-con and some kitchen appliances quite well.
I cannot really describe what I felt when I heard the above. I thought nothing can really surprise me anymore. Certainly if I was watching some MediaCorps show or some Taiwanese serials, then I would not be surprised. This happened in real life. I was disturbed, angry and sad at the same time. And I am still feeling this way whenever I think about it.
The last time I spoke to Sally, she smiled and told me that she still misses her adopted parents and believes she will move back with them soon. I forced myself to smile back. She still does not know that the adopted family was only too glad to get rid of her.
I know that I am not allowed to think this way, but one word popped into my mind.
Retribution. Just like in those serials.

and this is another extract from the same blogger:(and this is damn fuuuuunny)

Colleague: Wah, you know ar, tomorrow Toto 2.8 million leh!

BL: Yah, later go and buy.

Colleague: You know hor, my lawyer friends are always very surprise we doctors buy lottery.

BL: Aiyah, spend a few dollars to buy some hope mah! They 4 months bonus consider low liao hor. Ours how to compare?

Colleague: Yah lor, if heng heng tio, I can pay finish my study loan, car loan, HDB loan, hahahahaha.

BL: And some more can buy bungalow, pay for bond and start my own practice, hahahaha

Colleague: hahahhahahaha

BL: hahahahaha

Colleague: hmmmm, what do you think is the chance of striking Toto huh?BL: prolly lower than you dying of AMI (heart attack) now......*silence*

see this doc's blog at- http://www.sgdr.blogspot.com

8 more days to my exam date and i've merely touch on anything yet.

i've a lot to study bt clueless on where to start first,plus there're so many distractions happening around me i feel like knocking them unconcious so tt the whole place can be dead silent.

ugh students just hate the exams part cox it sux like hell, if i ever come across anyone who likes exam, i'm gonna kill him straight away out of anger!

today's sunday which means another family gathering but this has been on for years and years i'm tired of them. all they know is to eat like the 7th month's hungry ghost and nothing else- how great right?!

and i think my maid's attitude sux cox her job is to take care of my grandpa and she can't even take pride in her work and bloody hell do a good job.

worse still, her husband phoned our house today eh we didn't say its not allowed but quite rudely shocked to have recieved tt call from him.

once when i was in the hospital looking for her to help my granpa bathe, along with the nurse, i saw her using a handphone! i am quite sure it is a handphone but i still wasn't tt sure enough to ask her whether she own one. i was and still wondering what else do we not know bout the stuffs she hide from us.

and guess what i've saw just now when i went to have a peep at my grandpa's room. she was supposed to help grandpa massage with tt mechine but she placed tt vibrating massager on and on his butt, happily watching the TV!

what more can i say? -

-slappable-

i had a great great time with my bunch of greatest friends on earth!!! more pics we took!!
and i haven seen yihong(aka seth) for a long long long time! miss 4B loads and loads.... yeah i'm waiting for yingzi to upload the pics we took...more to come! yeah!!!

I'LL NV BE LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN.

what more can i say? i couldn't wake even with THREE freaking alarm clocks!

i had two alarms from my hp and another one from those bed-side clock. all i did was to place tt bed-side clock 0.5 meter away so tt i'll have to get up to off it, but i couldn't hear any of them!

late for practical? nvm, my teacher allowed me to do it at a later slot but i may be penalized for not being punctual. oh Fish! at least i get to do it anyway! thanks ah.

and when i asked mum whether she did woke me up this morning she said she did and started scolding! okie okie... like i'm not feeling horrible enough and she still wanna add on to it.

nehh afterall i did apologise a lot of times to my teacher :)

you know we always chat with friends while waiting for our slow bus to come. we were waiting for bus 23 which brings us to boon keng. and 69 drove passed. so my mind calculated this: 23x3=69 so if you take bus 69, it'll bring you home, 3 times faster than bus 23!

hah! omigod what kind of logic is tt?!! but we had a good laugh though.... sigh at least we weren't stoning our time away.

oh yeah i just remember something funny happened during our HAP lesson.

we were at the reproductive system so there are the hormones related to it, and there is this term menopause( men-no-pause) which everyone of us know for sure- tt's for women.

what bout men?

my friend shouted- Women-no-pause! lolx yeah quite true cox middle aged men tend to visit some places to satisfy themselve. btw there really is a stage when men undergo when they reach middle age just like women but i forgot what tt's called. lolx

uggghh!! and there's one thing- i will nv visit sarongpartygal's blog again! damn it! its making my eye sore with those disgusting stuffs tt she drew and wrote. its defintely rated adult! ops i swear i'm just too bored and i browsed though it, not because i wanna see those stuffs. anwyays i can't bring myslef to read on. i hate it when pple are so open minded bout those stuffs and more of it just make me wanna puke! OMG i'm having goosebums now. brrrrrrrr......

OMG oh yes yes!! A big big HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DIDI- JASON!

I HOPE I WIN THE BET! HEHEHE you know what i mean aye...

see ya tmr!!!!

another thurs's over and friday's tmr.

get my SFP pract test revision done and do well tmr(hopefully) and forget bout my tut HW tmr cox i'm not going to do any of them! no time!

sigh... exams' gonna come crushing me down! i'm soooooo stessed mentally to do 'well' for this exam but physically too tired after all the hard day work to even revise through one decent chapter.

its like o'level's coming in a week and i'm still practically blank up there in my head. this is so scary. but still my sat outing won't be cancelled and i'm still debating whether to go back to sec school or pon my extra lessons to meet up with my friends i dearly missed and my most honourable Pom Chia CHIa with tt perky butt.

i'm still at my vegetables and fruits chapter, but i failed to inject those important notes into my stubborn lousy brain!!! how i wish for an invisible angel to guild me through so tt i dun have to study so hard. hahaha tt's a lazy man's say...

shit shit shit! i'm so gonna burn midnight oil tonite and hello to my eyebag and dark eye circles- my very old friend.

today's yingzi's birthday and i made it a point to accom her home erm not really, i brought her to her stop hehehe but hey tt's what yinglong seldom do okie?

and i took the correct bus home but got the wrong direction, how stupid is tt?

and its not like i'm in some area like bedok or jurong! i'm in hougang! i'm such a loser sometimes and i can't help but laughing at myself.

ugh!!! i'm praying so hard for sat to come soon! cox we're gonna have a birthday celerbration for 3 of my sec classmates!

today's a i had a good time searching for my friends' birthday present in town.
i bought a really nice one for michelle and i sincerely hope she'll like it a lot cox i love it myself too.
friendship can be romantic too you know hehehe...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST YINGZI!

THOUGH I'VE KNEW YOU FOR JUST A SHORT 3 YEARS,

YOU'RE SOMEONE WHO TAUGHT ME WHAT FRIENDSHIP IS.

AND SO I WOULD WANT YOUR 17TH BIRTHDAY TO BE SPECIAL AND SWEET ONE.

I HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST A LIFE TIME.

I HOPE YOU'LL STAY HAPPY ALWAYS AND I PROMISE TO BE WITH YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED ME THERE OR NOT.

LOVE YOU ALWAYS :)

mum and dad are addicted to this korean drama recently and would tune in to SCV channel 55(or 56, i can't remember) every weekdays from 7 to 8.

of cox i'm curious to how fantastic this drama is, so i sat in front of the TV and i got addicted too.

now dad has bought the entire VCD series, we're glued to it for hours!!

oh shit.. the show's is called JEWEL IN THE PALACE.

why is its nice? i like simply like the way the director make tt show hahaha, dad likes it cox of the cooking scene and mum? she likes everything tt dad likes. lolx

DA CHANG JIN>>> dang dang dang Dang...

wheeeeeeeeee!!!

a big hello to my fav weekend once again.

i'm feeling so much like i was in primary school when i would struggle the horrible five days for my weekend to come.

then on saturdays my sis and i would pray hard for daddy to bring us to town or somewhere for fun or buy something so tt i can 'show off' when i go to school.

except for now, i seldom shop with my dad...

oh yeah shopping mates pls!!!!! where are all my sec school friends?

okie all dead i bet cox they're all gone, none of them date me out. i'm tired of dating pple out, why dun they just date me out for once?

uugghh forget it!

i think i'm sick in the head.

i keep thinking tt i'm a loner and tt is really depressing.

dunno what is making feel so tired of life recently but nothing seems to make me feel motivated.

i'm not talking much at home but sometimes i do actually, anyways i talk to sis most of the time cox we got loads to crap about and i would find myself 'follwing' my sis everywhere she go so tt i've got someone to talk to.

oh fish! i'm bored!!! see? now there's guest at home and i'm here typing away and not even caring bout going down to greet my uncles and aunties.

feel like being alone and complaining bout my lonely life?

doesn't make sense either. sux...

listen to black eyed peas' pump it!!

wooahH!!! turn on the radio, blast your stereo right now...

i like tt song a lot cos it ROCKS!

and incomplete hehe- like it too

"Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me

I can’t find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby

It’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on,

but I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

we had maths test today and no more test tmr so i'm free to surf the net til late night hehehe.

ugh finally the weekend is coming, but tt means exams are closer. why don't i get to rest for awhile? i'm getting sick of just doing homework, revision and homework again. tt's not life! i dun quite enjoy it.

this is the first time i snap pics while i wonder around in school...

sis bought some really nice stuffs which makes me feel itchy all over cox i wanna go shopping!!!

but damn it i can't! i can unless i dare to sacrifice to fail my test and go for a big shopping spree. but you know i won't and i can't bring myself to do tt. which is why i'm exploding sooner or later!

oh gosh! i almost forgot! i have a reason to rush to town this weekend cox my friends' birthday are coming up!

i hope i dun end up buying for myself or having no idea of what to get for them.hehe tt always happen! cox i hav totally no idea what to buy and end up spending on myself. anyways...ahhhh i'm so HAPPY!

today's lad test and quiz were alright! yeeepie- we did titration for practical lolx how fun.

and at least i know how to do!!

yinglong has got three stars today:)

oh i just read the cleo mag and there's one interesting article on those guts tt look scrary but are actually soft heart whatsoever.

and there is this guy(the pic)who had tattoos and quite a no. of body piercing! yucks! it seriously gross me out and mind him, he still said he did his own first ear peircing at the age of five, using the end of the key chain tip to drill through.

some pple are just sick in the head.

guess something which he had done tt is even weirder! shaving a doll bald and praying it!

oh god if i'm his mother i'll just send him to the mental hospital for all the pervertic stuffs he did?!

hah! may be he is still weird afterall even though he looks cool.

but still a big applause for his 'special' identity he had created for himself, at least he is proud to carry it and tt makes him stand out from the rest.

tmr's lesson ends at 2 but i've to rot all the way to 6plus for the retest. awww man! tt waiting part sux! worse still i have two test tmr and tt means i have lesser time to revise while the rest of my classmates are alredy at home, almost half way through their revision.

sigh grandpa wasn't feeling well after drinking something cooling and vomited non-stop. then he started to puke out blood clog and blood. we are afraid his violent vomiting made the healed ulcer in his stomach bleed again.

i hope everything is alright cox he doesn't lik to be admittied to the hospital.

i wrote this poem cox i felt like.

read on if you lik! :)

titled: my way home from school

Sitting on a bone shaker sit
Say, a box with windows and doors
Staring into space like what they did
Standing side by side, they squeezed
Some settled down in sits
Sinking down on my seat, I slept
Sleeping away with my radio on
Shunning from things that’s going on
Stating my ignorance so mess me not
Sluggish from hours of school
Slaved, in fact, by projects and work
Save me from stress which strains
Steady lah, like what they said
So sorry its life anyway
Strive for grades cause mummy said
Soon you’ll be
strong for all to come
Smart ass studied like they played
Stupid bums struggled with sorrow and pain
Sob story I’m telling you not
Society has brought me up
Some landed on other ground
Singapore’s my home, I swear
Sucky or shiok I’ve tasted them all
Snow’s not here I know, and
Sun of bitch compliant bout all
Slap their ass if I could
Sluts and cheats dun survive here
Steer clear of bad or
Slammed by the-people-from-the-nanny-land
Short skirts or nude
Straits time & Today made it big
Sarong party gal, they condemned
Sick in the head, is the comment
Some chose to shine in their on way
So shut up and get going
Shit! My stop’s reaching
Scanned my card and drop from the box
Swearing again cause I’d paid a lot
SBS should be shameful
Stop charging me adult fare!!

heh-heh-heh-heh...
i collected my new specs! look! nice? oh okie the pic is very small.
hmmm and i think the diff from my previous specs is tt it takes away my feminine side.
hah at this point in time dun comment tt yinglong doesn't has a feminine side at all. i'll bash you up! lolx okie okie seriously i'm not really one.

anyways i like going to tt spec shop cox the staffs there are really freindly and cool! ya know i have a mirror in my wallet and when i was taking my recept out for collection the guy saw my mirror and kept saying tt i got a mirror in my wallet. hah tt's real funny cox he sounds like he want a mirror in his wallet too! yeh i like the way the shop display their specs too. they're all placed on the open shelves and you're free to try them out, unlike those typical spec shop which keep their specs in covered glass counter and you've to ask the assistance for help. check out this shop at international plaza, its called the Eden Eyeland.
and there's one thing pple always comment bout me and my sis.
they think we are friends and later, after you've told them we're sis, they'll think i'm the older one!
yeah like real.
but quite true cox she is more sporty, tanned and erm i'm taller...lolx i hope she's not reading this.

went to meet ade at orchard for a walk, initially we wanted to catch a movie but we didn't make it in the end. i bought two earrings with no intention of forgoing one cox i haven't been to town for so long and after this week its impossible for me to slip to town with my tight work load. yeh so i bought whatever i want. look its just two right? its not a lot actually. and its dumb to go shopping when you're stuck on whether to buy this or not, just buy it and go! simple as tt lolx.

OH LORD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've 7 test next week!

PIPC and SFP lab test, plus maths, SFP, OBC, and PIPC paper test all spread through out the whole week!

worse still, because i've missed my HAP test y'day, i've to sit for tt test anyway so i guess its gonna be next week? i missed a class test too so tt's two more for me!

therefore i have: 2 lab+ 4test+ 2more test=8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i seriously think the teachers are idiots! they think we're so damn free? lessons end at 6 everyday exept mon and hello there? we're not robots!

i think i better make a booking at the mental hospital in case the pple in my school are admitted there before me. HA-LEH-LU-YAH...

so, if you pple still see me day dreaming at any moment in time pls slap me!!

you're most welcome to do anything you want to make me study like a freaking nerd.

anyways i'm gonna collect me new specs tmr even though i've loads of stuffs waiting for me to revise.

hurhur black framed specs, how cool is tt!!!!

i'm sooo excited to wear tt keke

ugh 4 months in poly haven't been very happening to me cox i've always been fantasing how wondeful my poly life's gonna be like before i step into this 'hell'. its very different from what i've tot.

but still i get to know more as i'm exposed to a more 'out-of-school' environment.

dress sense, attitude towards pple, juggling my pocket money, lecture=pon & tut= no ponnong, struggling with my work load, friends....

basically, its all about grwoing up and widening my scope to this world outside after sec school life.

and most importantly, i guess discipline palys a more major role in my life.

now i don't buy as much t shirts or pants cox its a waste of money and of cox i'm going to school, not to show off.

but i can't deny bout this BIG issue on dressing properly; as long as you dun over do it or over see how important dressing up is, cox the first look always give pple the first impression of ya.

and tt is what me and friends like to chat about during lunch break.

we'll critisize on the sloppish dressers, the funky dressers, the AY AY dressers, and especially those fashion mistakes pple tend to make.

in TP, you'll get to see all sorts of weird creatures dying to show off their to-die-for figure, or those from design school who can't step into the school without something FUNNY.

yucks!! but guys get to see more of what they want, even though we dun quite enjoy seeing something...hurhur yeah dad used to say those pple have no money to buy clothes hahahaha. damn it.

oh gosh i'm out of point. my topic strayed from discipline to dressing hurhur.

ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzz time to get to work! -and some chatting with daddy :)

bye bye

YING LONG FAILED TO TAKE HER HAP TEST THIS MORNING.

I was on bus 69 when my stomach started to rumble and just in case you dunno what i'm thinking rite then, i'll tel you- i was silently screaming for mummy.

oh god, like as if it would help! *slap my forehead*

yes, i'm prepared for the worse; the shit is coming out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had to rush my way over the bridge to TP, but by then its getting worse cox i can see the stars and my legs felt really cold and my palms were sweating.

yes! COLD sweat!

slowly, my sight went blank and i hear the rustling sound, similar to the radio's when there is no reception.

i know i had to find a toilet immediately or faint rite there so i slipped in to the engine school( which is where i can find the nearest toilet).

and you wouldn't have tot how coo coo i was- i went into the GUYS TOILET!

cos i couldn't see the sign, so i tot it should be the same (left) side as the applied science block. but it was until i saw the faint blue tiled wall before i know what i'd done. i swear i didn't see anything. except a guy coming out.

but i didn't care much cox i was on the verge of black out.

i rushed to the gals toilet, and answered nature's call.

but my black out wasn't away yet! in fact its getting worse i can't see a thing and the rustling is LOUDER! and those irritating gals' chatting made me felt even worse!

i had the squart on the floor( after i was done with my poopoo) and wait for tt horrible feeling to go away!

i'm just like a drug addict hiding inside the cubicle, suffering from a withdrawal attack.

i wanted to call my friends for help but i could only grope through the bag with my weak hands.

guess what? i couldn't get her cox there's no reception in the toilet!!!

and you know when you at tt stage you'll experience difficulty in breathing.

the cleaner came into the toilet and started spraying the toilet with tt stinko air freaherner.

damn it! the smell was overwhelming, i felt like choking and almost puke but of cos nothing came out!

i bet the cleaner must have sprayed from above my cubicle cox she wanted to clean the toilet but i was inside for soooooooooooo long.

when i got in she already hed her cart pushed outside the toilet.

but luckily after bout 20mins i got better but obviously my classmates were having their test by then. omigod i was in the toilet for freaking 20 mins!

even though i'm feeling much better i was still kinda giddy so i sat on the engine benches and rest.

sigh... i went to poly clinic after tt to get a MC so tt i can take the retest or get a big fat ZERO for tt paper.

i'm soooo lousy!

hahaha oh look at yinglong in formal suit!!!

oops i look damn grown up here keke but i like...woo lala so mature!

anyway tt was what i wore for my formal presentation on mon.

oh gosh i screwed it up lah!! see?

dun ever let nervousness show its true colours!

yeah man!!!

i got myself a SMALL fries and cheese burger from MAC on my way home and oops i just finished the fries. :)

i'll enjoy my cheese right after this and mug for my Human atonomy and physiology test tmr!

just hope i dun fall asleep while revising lolx.

lolx you know why applied food science and nutrition students shouldn't eat fast food?

because they know how harmful it is to their body and here i am, not even giving a damn to all the stuffs i had learnt.

its not ignorant, its self denying. yes yes... i'll do more exercise but why must i?

and a big clap for myself cos i took a bus to school today and quit being lazy by taking a taxi to school.

at least i've no worries tt the taxi dricer would take a wrong lane or get stuck in a traffic.

and i know particularly well how ex it is to take a cab to school for a week. lets not mantion here.

i swaer i'm not gonna take a taxi to school unless i'm really late or what.

anyways, here's an apology to my friend for being rude, i was angry...

omigod i'm damn pissed off after readibg my friend's reply on her tag board after i had posted something.

okie whatever i dun think she'll even come to my blog so why care so much? i'm gonna blog it out!

if she happen to read this? haha tt's her own prob cox i'm here to piss them off!

and this is my blog! bloody hell scram back to your place!

yinglong: hahhha gotcha!!!! lolx

yinglong: aye kuku sound pervertic lah! eeeer

'my friend': ............dun insult the name...! no 1 ask u to give comment...

----: dear.. dun care abt tat small fly la.. his nothing but a fly..hoping tml can go out wif u i very happy liao..

yinglong: wah lao what?! i'm a small fly?! omigod i'm joking la! can't even take jokes

----:den u better dun joke around here again... or i will get u..

yinglong: okie lo i'll scram frm here forever cox i belive tt you pple can't even take jokes and can even call your friend a FLY! sorry this is evn more insulting than anything!

alright i happily linked to her blog and was the first time browsing through her blog and happen to see this kuku thing.

so i tot lolx kuku sounds like coo coo so u know what i'm thinking bout.

i wasn't even insulting.i was 'playing a fool' and come on guys we used to talk in tt manner so what's the fuss?

i'd no no no bad intention whatsoever!

okie i may sound insulting but do i?

i'm sorry if i was unaware tt what i had said will make her feel tt i'm trying mock her BF.

i dunno why i'm so affected by she and her BF's reply too but seriously no one had ever called me a fly or slap me with those harsh reply in my entire life just because i've joked on something i didn't meant to.

yes FLY!

FLY! i repeat!

then in comparism they're just like a spect of dust to me, i can effordlessly blow off with a PUFF...

there goes the two pethetic dust particles flying into the thin air with the wind to somewhere i call it hell!

freaking disgusting pple who only recognise their BF as the only thing on earth. oh wake up!

My trip to Mart Boulevard at Temasek tower:

ooooooo yeah!! happy birthaday singapore!!! no not today, its tues hahha i'm just excited bout it.
i've nv nv nv feel so happy for singapore before. ever since i've step into poly i realise how much fun we had in sec school.
see, now our poly dun celerbrate national day, or youth day whatsoever i think poly life is lacking something tt seriously bore me out.
its meaningless!
so tt day me and i friend went to lib in tp and sat there to watch the play-backs of all the national day songs like HOME, SINGAPORE HEARTBEAT and lots more.
i miss the days when all of us have to sing along in the hall with teachers lolx.
no matter if you're forced to sing or you dun even give a damn bout singapore but i seriously think its fun!!! FUN-i repeat again.
i hope i can get a CD compilation of all the national day songs. awwwww...

okie enough of tt, its still sunday so i better shut the F*** up bout ND!
tmr i've a formal presentation so ya la i've to wear a formal blouse, belt( not compulsory), pants(or skirt but i hate skirt!), coat and cover up cloaks. yeah i'm wearing tt. hehehe i'm so excited!!

yinglong is gonna look damn smart in formal attire tmr!!

woooohooooo...

but duh i'm nervour! i've to memorise the five slides tt i'm gonna present tmr.

ugh! brian teaser man how on earth can i remember those stuffs especially when i'm standing in front of so many pple . i hope everything's gonna be fine.

yup another new week's coming up! exam is around the corner so i better get my butt moving and stop all my nonsensical rubbish stuffs. poly life is nv relaxing. i hate school!

today is our school's annual CCN day and the year ones classes will have to set up a booth to sell stuffs tt they've planned during APEL lesson.
so our class really cracked our brians and finally tot of doing those customised test tubes and some cosmetics, since our care group teacher was complianing away tt we were really disappointing her with our darn attitude.
initially i tot we won't be selling much la cos who the hell would want those test tubes for right?
but we managed to sold quite a lot so we have to get more bottles of gel from the book shop.
anyways i was the one drawing the flyers...in the end, i dun think they even give out. ugh waste my time(i did it after doing my tut and worked all the way to 2 k). when i was on my way to find my friend i took the flyers and wanted to give out.
guess what? i dun dare to give out!! oh man!how chicken am i?

lolx how is my design? okie dun comment i know it sux..lolx

i like street design! cool!

i went NP today!!

one word- cool!

cos everywhere i go i see pple using laptops. oh sux, TP students aren't using laptops like them.

their lib is damn nice and cosy too.

awwww i just love the place so much i dun wanna go home.

anyway i was supposed to prepare for my pipc test tmr but i ended up talking with ade, so i only studied a few pages. lolx expected.

all the best for my test tmr!

oh my! tmr's monday again! can i fake a MC?

tmr's a day for tut, discussion for projects and revision for my pipc test on tues. i would rather go shopping and study at coffee bean than "sleep walking' in school. ZZZZzzzzZZzzzzZzzZzzZ

lolx sometimes i really wonder why pple use ZZZZZZZZZ to symbolise sleeping. we dun make the ZZZZZzzzz sound when we sleep rite? hmmm interesting. why no lala land or something else?

hey i wrote a one page long report and i'm so proud of myself hahahaha tt's lame but ever since i left sec four i haven been writing anything tt long so i'm feeling great when i see myself writing tt much.

y'day i went to the health board for check up cox i'm under weight lah of cox! but its a waste of time, really. cos there's nothing they can do to make me fat rite? i'm born like tt and let me tell ya, i've been going for this check up every half a year for 4 years since sec 2 la. the most they did was to give a multi vit pill but iseldom eat them. hahaha oops no wonder i'm still as skiny. lolx i stayed at my perfect weight of 42 kg! oh bull shit i hope i dun stay there. i wish to gain a few kg heavier so pple can stop saying tt i'm a stick. but i'm alright when pple say i'm skinny as long as they dun say it in a bitchy way like they're very fit. yucks no one is perfect.

nitex and good morning! i'm so tired haha see ya in my lala land :)