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my house's com seriously need to retire for good! initailly, i can't sign in to my hotmail and msn, now it denied my assess to my blog! irritating!

my lips starts to get ultra sensitive two days back and y'day morning, my lips was sore and swollen. and today? its still as sore and sand like texture appeared!! i swear its sooo scary! i'm so worried i keep going to the toilet and check if my lips has gone a size bigger. it didn't phew. it was a bit out of my usual size y'day but today it has subsided. i guess its food allergic. but i just can't remember eating something weird,anyways i did pop some pills for anti-inflammation and hope it'll help.

i basically spent my whole afternoon doing crappy business.i went to meet up with charlie the boy, jason the assboy, teck chuan the careless coocoo and my beloved adeline. jason was the one who said he wanna go back to school, we didn't in the end and watched them play bb and god knows what i'm doing! darn stupid. ZZZzzzzZZzz..

but i got ade with me andwe sat there reading the 17 mag and had some stupid teasings. and her hair was flying all over my face i almost had it for my dinner. so i dunno why my brain quickly pictured out some real funny image of ade walking happily along the beach, holding the hand of her beloved guy. but the guy's face is covered by ade's hair cox the wind had it blown toward his direction!!! hahaha!!!

both of our hair were like beggers' cox apparently the wind was so strong and irritating it kept pestering us. and we didn't cared much cox no matter how we tidy them its gonna get untidy anyway. with a bird's nest hair style, we carried on reading the mag. but i was thinking if a small little boy were to pass by us and accidentally dropped something, so he needa get us top pick it up, he will get a fright of his life by seeing two life ghost staring at him. lolx....

obviously i'm crapping my blog entry away. but i tot its funny enough to share. but for the sake of courtesy, pls dun snore while reading..

siblings are meant to share their stuffs right? i mean not their secret- i'm just refering to sharing clothes or books and stuffs, yet i have my own stingy character. i hate it when sis use my pimple cream or cucumber eye gel etc. i mind actually. fuming mad when i catch her stealthily using my stuffs when i'm sound asleep or when i'm elsewhere. this morning, i saw her using my eye gel but i closed my eye and pretend to be sleeping soundly. how can i scream at her for using my stuffs! perhaps she wanted to ask too but i was sleeping. she can't possibly wake me up and ask stupid things like: can i use ur eye gel please? for tt, i shall not make her starting of her day a bad one by showing my fucking nasty attitude.

there are stuffs its okie for her to use without asking and stuffs she can use but provided tt she ask me and things she mustn't at all touch. since i had her with some violent objection of me using her property without permission, i've grown to this policy and of cox she shall obey to what she had started. that is, ask before u use! i can be pretty a freaky asshole. i hid my make up remover becox she seem to using it like her's! hello!? since it is something u have to use it everyday, get one urself alright?

she is rich, she got tonnes of make up, creams, body scrubs, earrings, neckelaces, shirts and blah blah. u name it, she has the them all. yet she still wanna use mine! jeans? she owns levi's pants. and she still fucking hell wanna wear my poor cheapo 30+ dollar jeans which i only own a few for school's sake. i'm skinny and just imagine my waist size. its darn small. she is fit and has got a nice good firm bottom. how can she squeeze into mine?! she manged to anyway and i tot my jeans' gonna have a hard time. its cheap so mind the quality of it. but i'm just afraid it can't bear the stretch and u noe what. cox for me its really tight fitting let alone her's.

i'm a irritaing brat. i compliant and had told her nv to wear my jeans again. but did i not see her wear my jeans this morning? i guess its mine! its mine! hear my head blast into pieces like the happy tree friends cartoon characters!

oh well. the point shouldn't have gone so far explaining and losing my topic of the day. the point i'm trying to say is: i have confessed my weird habit of protecting my properties. erm if tt sound less offensive...i hope...

how can i not admit tt i love talking! i chatted my whole afternoon away with ade at coffee beans. lolx she's one of my soulmate whom we have shared 11 years of friendship together ever since pri school. lolx gosh i shall blush on her behalf.

ya noe there's one stuffs in coffee beanwho can't talk and needs a hearing aid. he served my coffee before and he actioned something which i guess he was trying to say: enjoy ur drink. and he put on a wide grin on his face. even though he is physically disadvantaged as compared to us, he is more efficient than any of his stuffs. he can't do the casher job cox he cannot communicate but he can do the serving, making coffee conconction and clean the place. i saw him making a coffee ice blended before and i swear he was damn fast. he is one sweet little star everyone will remember after their visit to sarangoon gardens's coffee bean. i look up to him :)

freak freak freak. i'm a freak cox i think i'm a few cm taller again! cox i used to be 2cm or so taller taller than sis but now it seems lik 1 inch plus!! oh freak! its horrible! i dun wanna grow taller anymore. i dun wanna be tall! i just want to be gain a few kg. pleassssssssee

hey-oh!!! this comic strip is darn fuuuunnnniiiee. i had a good laugh this morning reading this. how stupid can tt be?!

uh-huh i'm hours away from the 24th-my results!!! i can't help thinking of it everyday like i murdered someone, oh fuck finally, its gonna end sooooon and hopefully it'll end on tt day. NO fucking sup paper. i dun want and i dun care.

another day at home isn't tt bad afterall. i had myself to read a book, newspaper, wash the cups(and i wash cleaner than amy alright?), surf net, eat, eh tt's about all actually. ahhhh and i applied nail polish for sis and had my nails nicely buffed!! oh gosh even such stuffs made my day. its real sad. but at least i dun have to mug for now......i'm freeeeeeee tooo doooo anyyy thinggg iii likeeeee. ;)

*slap*the bustard with a big sucker mouth.
bloody bitch likes to bite me to give me itch. i'm gonna kill whichever i see cox i'm not gonna let one fly away with a big fat tummy of my blood. i'll squash, i'll stamp, i'll tear them into pieces and watch them die in my hands. dun cha think u can buzz of for more juicy meals..i'll make sure u die for it hehehe

i ended up in town cos my addiction went out of control.

(and juli, i'll meet ya out one day when my wallet is rich hahaha i know i'll spend a lot when i go shopping with you lolx. )

my hair-cut izn't tt bad afterall ,or may be it has grown a few mm longer to make me happier:) i like me hair now!

omigod i swear tt there's two handbag i truely love; one is from MNG and the other is from Topshop. they're just beautifully made to seduce me awwwww. i hope they dun force me to grab them home, and they better not heehee cox i just got myself a puma bag, so enough is enough. i really have to get myself a new hp. hp. hp. hp.

gosh lets see...there's just four days before my results are released. i know i haven't put in the best and my guilt is making me feel goddamn horrible,i've the urge to get my notes out and revise becox we have one chance of sub paper if we did fail. fuck fuck fuck! now i really have to believe in luck to push me through. i had a nightmare the nite before tt i failed 4 modules out of 5. but

its not gonna happen.

its not gonna happen...

---happy birthday daddy------

crap! the movie-be with you is M18! so yes i dun deserve to see the lesbians kissing each other! oh rite, nvm i'm gonna wait for the dvd to launch. i shall wait-full stop.

sigh! this holidays sucks! i'm not craving for shopping now. i'm craving for a bunch of nice friends for coffee. at least i won't burn a hole in my pocket and it makes me happy like a bird cox i can chirp all day!!! yeeepy the tot of it makes me happy hehe.

i was awoke by a huge commotion downstairs, this morning. mum was scolding the maid so i went to my dad and asked what happened. it was grandpa's fault cox he told the maid to bring him to the market when its raining. actually there shouldn't be a big fuss bout him asking the maid to bring him to the market and buy a few crabs back. but the problem lies with grandpa falling ill easily so he shouldn't have gone out in the rain! and the idiotic maid did not excercise her common sense to ask mum or dad. obviously mum will go out of mind and scream her head off at the maid cox the dumb maid seems to be provoking her all the time, its apparent tt mum's gonna point her finger at her. ughh i tot the maid had no choice too cox grandpa has this nasty temper whenever we tryna stop him from doing things ever since he was bedridden.say, not allowing him to take extra dosage for his flu, or delay his order to push him on the wheel chair for a walk outside. he'll throw tantrum and refuse to have his lunch and shower or whatever shit. last time he got himself admitted to the hospital when he insist on drinking cold drinks.

but perhaps grandpa just wanted to show us tt he can go to the market now. sigh so i said adults think like kids but they tot they're some smart ass. thank you for such a great entertainment this morning...lolx

ahhh i tuned in to class 95 and heard this nice song and the chorus goes like this:

there's a danger in love

and somebody too much

and its sad when you know

its your heart they can't thrust

there's a reason why pple

dun stay where they are

baby sometimes love just ain't enough...

sorry, i'm still have to mind my hair everywhere i go cox its the worse hair-cut ever! even mum can do a better one than this yucky poo poo layered one-puke puke puke...

i'm thinking of buying a 2nd hand V3 hp from my friend's friend but i tot i heard tt the bluetooth function of this hp can send but recieve from motorola phones. is the word dic good? da camera good? i know its sleek tt's why i want it badly, but i still have to consider the inner beauty.

oh yes its lantern's festival tmr. but my turn is over to play. i think i shall sit there, glued to the tv while the noisy kids play with da lanterns- snores.. duh i still miss playing with da candles and killing ants with da fire crackers. but dun get me wrong, i do it once in a while only and i do get guilty of it alright? yeh rite..

oh gosh my hair looks really horrible now and i swear i won't leave my house unless its something important.

now i've have to put on a hair band even at home to stop myself from falling into depression when i look into the mirror. yucks!!

my cravings-yum yum yum!

i have no idea how i'm gonna spend my two mouths holiday cox i'm not working and shopping alone will suck my wallet dry or get locked up at home by mummy & daddy.

anyways i'll be spending one day and nite with my fellow new classmates this coming tuesday. tt's a chalet but i'm not abit excited at all. sigh--snores snores.....

btw i'll be spending more time at home now so i'll be keeping an eye on this slutty maid.

we are currently keeping this cunning human being who talks more than i do with the maid next door. she does her comlianing, her bitching and whining to gain some sympathy. i'm telling u how a person can change in her working attitude 180 degrees after a few months. her employer gave her more than enough food to keep her fat and lazy. she sleeps earlier than anyone else in my family other than grandpa,and she wakes up after my mum. you'll see whose acting skills are better; this maid or the oscar winner. to the visitors and raletives, she nv fails to keep herself busy. and who in the world can except a maid to chuck her under garments into the same laundry of her employer?! which woman or may be guys on earth will ever think this is alright for her to do it. i guess this is why her previous emplyer had her kicked out after 3 months. if you think what i'd listed down is the only horrid thing she had, there's more than i can even write out in a 200 pages novel about the maid who tot she is the only poor thing who left her country to a island, working to earn some decent money. i think she is more than lucky to be only maid in singapore who bath three times or more daily. perhaps she didn't know tt the water from the tap has bill coming in every month, or the bottle of soap are as affordable as a packet of salt. dumb ass.

yinglong just survived her sem 1 exams with some struggling and i hope tt's the end of it cox she dun wanna get involve with any sup paper- the idea of touching the devil tb and ws and those burning of midnight oil had left her quite afraid of them already.

seriously, though i know i'm not gonna do well for my papers but pls let me scape through even with 1/2 a mark will do and i'll be happy with it, so god pls grant my wish. thank you...

i hope to go for a peaceful cup of warm coffee at sarangoon gardens' coffee bean tmr, sipping my coffee away, reading a book and enjoy the breeze. ahhhhhh and to see pple mugging like hell while i enjoy my wonderful after-exam-time and pity them for working so hard. i'm out of it!! i'm gonna pass my papers and get promoted to sem 2 safely! lolx poor thing-i'm trying too hard to console myself because it apparent tt my chances of doing sup paper is damn high. you know how i felt like? i sat there looking at the killer exam question and helplessly waiting for my brain to work somehow. i felt like leaving cox others had done teir papers and start leaving already. but i didn't leave, just to play save, thinking tt something will pop up in my mind so i can answer the questioni had studied last nite. but of cox my brain is as stiff as ever-hopeless piece of smooth mushy stuff in my head! i feel like smashing it sometimes but i shall give it one more chance to prove me wrong.

my papers are not over yet, i have two more to go beofore i can do what ever i want but it sux to work hard all day so i took a chance to slack. lol but its a bad choice cox tmr's paper is Human Atonomy and Physiology which is really a lot a lot.

my only motivation to go on is the shoppings after tt.... i shall hang on first. back to work-

lolx-no trespassing while i go off to prepare for my exam these few days!

can i tell the whole damn world i saw metrosexual today? oops i just did!

a freaking guy like him can make my day & my friend tot i was insane but i dun care! i dunno why i can still walk properly when we walked side by side at some point in time. yes put one leg in front of another and then another...i was still 'normal', not sick yet- i din't faint. only my hormones are making me high, even at this hour?! this stupid guy is already taking up half of my working brain for the entire day! how do you expect me to study when my concentration keep straying.

time tore us apart

friends for years i treasured

i was put to disappointment

my darn character is still the same

i hate going through test

i hate to do this

blaming us is unreasonable

blaming you is childish

its foolish and stupid

trust me,

i hope our friendship is strong

we were best buddies

i love them all

we shall brave all odds

we have come this far

we're still friends i hope

putting on a hostile front is not gonna help

tt's why i'm here to say all these

because i care

there's no way you can reason a friendship

the love is nv reasonable

for this is why we have came together

a friendship strong and warm