afternoon's gone with the rain again, hopefully tmr won't so i can slip to suntec with ade for our brown pants heehee. today, i went for coffee again and brought back a slice of cheese cake for mummy!
oh btw here's something funny. have you heard the announcement when taking the train? i can't catch wat the person's trying to say. all i heard was: for ur safety, pls do not push the pores... weird. but obviously i got the wrong one. my sis's even worse. she asked if i've heard it saying; for safety reasons, pls do not push the BALLS!! holy crap!
funny? not funny? okie nvm, take a train and hear it for urself.
sigh. a few days ago i had a dream and til now it still stays vividly at the corner of my head. i'm not a person who often dream but once i did, its always something got to do with misfortune and seemingly real! those fantasy and fairy tales ones are long been over when i was a kid. there was a time when i keep dreaming bout my jumping off a building. i had a couple more of tt sort of dream with diff scenario but same ending-committing suicide. i'm not kidding. its freaking me out and truely disturbing enough to make me shiver. freaky but coincidentally, a week or so, i was late for remedial lesson and when i woke up and found a lot of missed calls from mich(my classmate). she dreamt of me coming back in spirit, after i passed away, to look for her. i was in a pity state. she told my tt before i could communicate with her, a cleaner chased me off and i disappeared! gawd! scary hoh. ugh but come on la dream only what.
ok ok back to the dream i had last few days. i dreamt of myself, walking on the over head-bridge and feeling my stomach. it all started with tt picture and me already knowing tt i'm pregnant. i was supposedly confused and distraught but i was calm. well, a lot of worries crossed my mind about an unmarried 17 year old teenage school gal. my stomach was already starting to grow with a 4 months old baby. funny how i was thinking bout breaking the news of what i'm carrying, to my parents. then about my health, and my friends. will they shun away from me? and luckily i didn't even dream about who's tt fucking father. luckily i didn't dream of tt part or else if it happened to be someone i know?! hurgh horrible! horrible horrible!!
saying it out is much better then keeping this odd dream to myself. spooky yea? but ya know, what u dream will nv happen. phew!
