fingersmith

2006-03-08T00:35:00.000+08:00

dear friends i have shifted my blog and will not be updating here! see ya dudes!

2006-03-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

Sheer Love:
Vivienne yeo

Sheer love is uber
Like a sublime stupor-
Kissed by the consisitant passion,
Sparking infinite possiblities.

Its drives the soul
Towards a goal;
And stiffens one's resolve
No matter the odds.

What a love that surges forth
From waters of turbulant froth,
Emerging triumphant
No matter the odds.

Sheer love conquers the impossible,
Making all else possible;
Sustaining a noble fire,
That keeps a life resiliently aglow.

How unseen, yet seen
So invisible, yet visible.

2006-03-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

BOTTOMS UP!
alright chill, i'm not selling porn here la, u guys noe i got a thing about butt,right? thats a sexy piece of meat aren't they?
sheesh.. hey check out this out (i got them from today's lifestyle), see what the experts have concluded on what they see a beautiful butt is like:

slight hollow on each side,
a curved fold where the bottoms meet the thighs,
a V-shape crease tt looks like a cleavage from the top
two dimples in the lower back

interesting! there u go, time to check ur butt ladies! kekeke guys too..

2006-03-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

-fowarded email from ade.

2006-03-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

Guess i ain't gonna change my blogskin cox i love seeing my error page. and i still get pple tricked like the dumbo jason! and it makes me so proud fooling pple! geez im so mean.
anyhows i was at the coffee beans again this afternoon chatting my time away, with g-o-g-o, sis and dearie:)
omg i can't go on idling around without getting a proper job and waste my holiday online, shopping, chat, laze...but u know what? i love it! this lifestyle will not last more than a month and a half so i'll play hard yea.

and when i play hard i mean it. i wanna go out of da hs and spend as much time as i wan with my friends i missed during my school. oh wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

and sis likes the lyrics of this song. i agree (but the ending don't sound nice)...

BIG BROVAZ LYRICS

"Baby Boy"

From the day that I saw you

I knew that we would pursue

Cause the chemistry

we felt that day

Felt so real, and so true

Looking back on a year

we spent together

How it’s been, what

we went through

Although we’ve had our

little ups and downs

We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl you’re my

world my everything

I wanna lace you with

diamonds and every ring

Give you everything you

dream and fantasize

Cause you can tell me

that you love me

Looking in my eyes

You keep it real with me,

I keep it real with you

You keep on loving me,

I’ll keep on loving you

Keep doing what you do,

I feel your whole aura

And I can’t wait to hook up

again tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus:]

My love for you will never end

You’ll always be a part of me

As long as time keeps

on passing by

You’ll always be my baby boy.

Everytime I look at you,

I can’t believe

I’ve found a love so true

(and)I took my time to put

my trust in you

I must admit it was so hard to do

And every minute that I

spend with you

You make me believe I

have nothing to loose and

Deep down I always knew

that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny

Because I got a funny feeling

this was meant to be

Without you I’d be lost,

I need you next to me

Preferably in the house full

of luxuries and little kids

From day one I was sprung,

knew you was gonna be one

Cause my heart spoke for the

very first time in a long while

And every time you smile,

I can see us walking up the aisle with you

carrying my child C’mon

[Chorus]

If you were to go, I don’t know

You’re the only one who

sweeps me off my feet

Makes my soul go weak

The only one who makes

my heart wanna beat and I,

I could never live without you

You know that what I feel

has to be true

Cause you’re my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,

that I looked into your eyes

I knew that you were

gonna be mine

Feeling you from the inside,

when you’re not by my side

You’re the only girl

that’s on my mind

I never knew a love like

this, a love so strong

A vision so picture perfect

it could never be wrong

Along the way, you’re gonna

see you belong with Jay

I might have to marry you

one day baby eh..

---end----

and i love u baby no matter what<3

2006-03-03T10:37:00.000+08:00

i've got a box of choc and corrinne may's cd burnt for me! i'm grinning from ear to ear :) sweet darling

later on i'll be hangin out with sayang darling dreamwife-ade haha tt's the proper way to call my dreamwife and she specifically reminded me tt, y'day lol!

aye, one more thing, i hate curfews! they're freaking limiting my activities to the day time and i can only be out under the moon for only a few hrs before i report home -_-"' cox i'm experiencing the teenage yrs when u fight for more freedom and curse when u dun. ooops not cursing i haven swear a word yet, im just penning down my frustrations becox i dun get what i want. and hellooooo i dun create trouble like some bustard kids out there making their sex videos or smoke or scream at the top of their voice...
typical what! sigh, youngsters nowadays huh are a lot wilder mah...

anyhows, i linked from ade's blog and drew my own dreamhouse too. and i have got a thing bout personality test. who don't?! but this one sux about telling my presonality results. neh neh cox they aren't really true since the results from others varies only a lil and its computer generated dumb thing, they dun really analyse what i drew, they simply ask a few vague questions after u draw and calculate it in their own ways. and poof, my results-
Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
You are not a romantic person by nature. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

see? and they say ade's not romantic too, my sis ain't romantic tooo.... what nonsense! (but u can tell me as a friend, how much u agree though, perhaps i dunno myself.)

wanna see what i drew for my dreamhouse? hehe sux big time man- fullhouse.

2006-03-01T13:37:00.000+08:00

Judith, your Personality Summary:

Key Areas of your Personality
Your personality stands out from the average person's particularly in the areas of:
Your High Curiosity Level
Your High Empathy/ Sensitivity Level

Social Need-80%
Openness-50%
Approval Need-70%
Ability to Focus-75%
Emotionality-70%
Reliance on Intuition-70%
Tolerance for Change-75%
Your personality is made up of a unique pattern of traits. These traits impact the way you think, feel, and behave on an everyday basis. In your report you will read a detailed explanation of each of your core personality traits, including your strengths and challenge points.

Your Interaction Style:
You scored 80 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that your energy is directed primarily outward - towards other people and things- rather than inward. You gain energy, rather than lose energy, by moving and interacting. It is essential that your work environment matches your extroversion/ introversion tendency, otherwise you won't feel happy.

Social patterns: You are right-brained when it comes to interacting with people and recognizing emotions in other people. When you look at a person's face you focus on what you see on the left. Hearing preferences are an interesting exception to this right-left crossover. For example, if two people were talking behind a closed door and you needed to put your ear on the door to hear, you would tend to use your right ear instead of your left.

2006-03-01T12:42:00.000+08:00

buddies are almost done with their exams. oh gosh hovoc time is coming soon!

anyhows, i'm staying away from oily food cox there's something wrong with my digestion lately. aww gross!! no more fish and chips, no more burgers, no more pizzas for me ):

fine, and i'm moving on with a new chapter of my life. a mistake, a moment of folly, or a good choice, i chose to bid farewell to c-c bond. and then when i see myself smiling on sweet nothings, everything is complete, like what -- said.

but i still love and need my friends yea :)

2006-02-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

yee pee ah yee yeah yeah, yee pee ah yi yeah...

2006-02-26T15:39:00.000+08:00

went down town twice in a row for two days with michie mich, i can nv estimate how our friendship is worth cox i simply love my time spend with her. we were in town not to shop but juz each other's accompany...

then we headed to clarke quay at night for a drink kekeke naughty gals.

y'day i was at the polyclinic hoping to have the corn on my hand and leg removed. the doctor refered me to the skin centre instead becox they don't do minor surgery there. oh well...

anyways i wanna buy this book called the close range brokenback mountain. its about the gays and betcha all heard of tt movie going on right now, too bad i'm under aged to get in.

tra-la-la and i wanna hold ur hand

2006-02-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

awww yeepeee!!!

Three cheers, and three cheers for HO-LI-DAY!

and shoo shoo those sub-papers, don't come knock on my door, i wanna indulge in my beloved vacation.

anyways i just realised i wasted 20 bucks on two bottle of red luscious nail polish like nothing! nvm i tell ya its really those red red red berry RED colour hurhurhurhrurrr..so hiao.

ooolala say my name say me name.. sorry i'm in such a good mood i can't think of any content to blog about, i better sign off

2006-02-19T09:45:00.000+08:00

what have i been up to this no-life mugging this whole week? 'ITS ALL FOR MY OWN GOOD' ugh damn it if only i had been a good gal and clarify doubts in class i wouldn't have to study so hard lik nv before,because they all seem so new to me. but pls i swore i would work twice as hard before this sem and i guess i played twice as hard and ran away from work as much as i could. NATO me.
when can i ever get myself into serious work...

2006-02-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

-must there be love to have romance?

2006-02-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

hello babies! happy valentine's!

but today, i'm home early to mug for my exams cox if i dun start to be serious, i'm gonna freaking get a sub paper for sure. And my dearest friends, i got 2.5 /20 for my recent basic microbiology quiz. how is it, man. i almost fainted seeing that red mark staring back at me but putting it in a nice way, it really did made me wanna score for my exams to prove myself that i'm not DUMB(as long as i study)!

okie and i watched the fun with DICK and jane movie today. oh holy! it was so funny i cracked up half of the time;)...

okok... i wanna say something! i LOVE WEARING PANTS AND NOT SKIRT! WHY SHOULD GALS WEAR SKIRTS IN THE FIRST PLACE! ITS DISTURBING WHEN PPLE ASK WHY THEY DON'T SEE ME WEARING SKIRT. ****!

2006-02-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

dear dear diary,

it always freak me when mum's not in a right mood. apparently i can't get myself to study when that kind of thing happens. then i wish i could have my own room to block all external noises and retreat myself to my very own cosy territory. but since i don't have one, i frequent the toilet for a moment of quietness.

whatever.

its all about growing up anyways, i had to push my sanity a lil further and keep myself cool.

they think they're the one having probs but the kids have to hide their fuck-up-all-so-sad stuffs. i wish i could nv have to comprehend and stay ignorant from all these bloody hell porcupine balls adults' world. but too bad, i can't switch my mind on and off anytime i want from the prob papa and mama is up to :( i'm seeking for spiritual guidance...

-jud

2006-02-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

here's another break for me and time to blog!
oh well loads of work and test and projs were on so i was pretty caught up with the hectic school life these few days, oh well, blame it on the network connection too. anyhows, v'day is coming!!!! yet another reason for pple to spend but its the ang bao money i bet heehee thanx for the sweets and cards from my classmates and the mini portable fan from mich dearest. its the kind spoilt brat bring for excursion to keep themselve cool. but i have a prob with mine because the fan blows at the wrong direction! so i have to hold the fan with the back facing me and it looks lik i'm some gundoo who obviously seems a lil dumb blowing the air and not herself.
but i call that SPECIAL okie?!
i dunno what's going on with my luck.Good! but they're always my least expected happenings even when i'm having my lunch at mac, munching on a chicken wing! hush hush i'm really being vague here but i'll keep it to myself for the time being. okie okie shut up i'll tell ya my secret: i'm up to something GOOD!
geez update ya soon!
oh yes before i end my entry.. here's an interesting quote:

"LOVE LOOKS NOT WITH THE EYE, BUT WITH THE MIND. AND THEREFORE IS WING'D CUPID PAINTED BLIND."

2006-02-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

damn my internet connection. i had to 'steal' others' wireless connection to go online. when the bugger switch off i can do absolutely nothing. nothing at all! so i tried playing and see if i could use those who locked their wireless network as well, then i saw lawman(profile name). so i was thinking whether it(lawman)belongs to my neighbour's?? cos my neighbour's son-in-law is a lawyer! so i typed- lawmannrose(denied) lawmanlikrose(denied)...their daughter's name is rosemary anyway. when i finally felt lik giving up on trying after numerous fruitless attempt, i typed in LAWMANISSTUPID! decoded! omfh. i'm such a good 'hacker'.

anyhows, dinner-ed at ping's house y'day (/chu san) and was hell fun. we played some games so tt we could clear the left overs but i was the one who GOT IT most of the time. ugh so if you lost, you would have to eat, eat and eat. i played cheat anyway- i pinched a bit of corn and tt's my punishment. we played black jet soon after getting tired of shouting numbers lik lil kids, hurgh we started playing big by betting 2 bucks but we lowered our bet to as low as 50cents when everyone of us start to loss $$. lol. i love 4b loads

2006-01-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

smacks! its been soooo damn long since i updated. anyways 'happy chu 2 man' (-copy rights from aunty josephine).

oh wow i collected so few ang baos this yrs i wanna strangle those who gave less than 4 bucks or didn't bother to pay a vist. asshole! we have free snacks and drinks you know?! come la!!

2006-01-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

TP open house tmr!

checkit-ouwww...

2006-01-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

big time slacker: ponned lesson with her again and coffee-break for hours. ZZzzz idiotic face! hurhur

2006-01-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

psst, i am planning to cut my hair soon cox my current one is not something i want. it just irks me to see this ugly hair style of mine tt even turns myself off. how can i survive these bad hair days?

okie chill.

i had another monday coffee break with ade deary at sarangoon gradens and look at how messy our plate of cake is.we are such nasty eaters hahahha. and actually i had two cups of coffee today. before i met ade, i had a rumba frucpuchino (what ever you spell it) with michelle so while i was on my way home i felt like puking cox i had so much cream already(top with whip cream for both cups i had). i feel so 'jer lat'.

lol and ade and i stalked her wormy. we snap a pic! hurhurhur!! i think we're both sick. no wonder we click so well. holy molly...

2006-01-14T20:00:00.000+08:00

our community outreach excercise for Tanjong Pagar Family Service Centre was a real eye-opener. we basically roam around the block of one and two room flats, interviewing pple to identify families with children below 7yrs old and have neither family or social financial support.

and duh, knocking on doors in those run down and dark filthy flats was a big challenge. the thing is, you're nv gonna expect which weirdo you'll have to face, other than those tt we really wanna help.

ok talking about my main duty, i got down a family's contact no. (and the rest of the job goes to the service centre). then there were also some who didn't wanna share their problem but shyly asked for a copy of brochure, perhaps they tot we're gonna ask for they finacial situation. anyhows, combing those whom we're looking out for to help were hard. most of them are oldies or bengs or mentally unstable assholes...

and they either have no door bells or their door bells don't work! my knuckles hurt so much from all the knockings. Ouch!

one resident slammed the door on my face, the moment i asked for their time to complete a survey. tt which i tot wasn't quite pleasant was still better then the few funny ones i came across at one of my last two blocks. the corridors was so dim and the only souce of light from the stretch was at the end of it where the stairs were.

there was a guy whom i suppose lives alone, wore a sleeveless singlet and boxers. he couldn't stand properly but rest on my leg for half a sec and rest on another for half a sec. he was literally lifting his right foot off the ground and then the left, while i rushed through the first few questions with awkwardness. he stared at me lik.... omg.. lik as if i am not a proper gal. the moment i see him, i noe for sure he's single and has no children. i can just run away but too bad i still had to talk to him since he answered the door. damn him. he's freaking sick! then he asked where i was from. i told him i'm here for volunteery work for this tanjong pagar family service centre. then he goes again: ni chong nah li de. omg slap my forehead...

2006-01-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday's orientation leader interview was fun man! woah!! definitely worth every sec smiling away making new friends and playing games.

k my interview part was a lil messy because i have no idea what stupid answer i've given to them. like what motto will give to yourself to motivate urself to be a good OL. i told them 'have fun in whatever you do!' Then they asked about my CCA in my sec school.i totally marked myself low by confessing tt i failed my CCA in sec school as photograpgy and art club member. damn it. cox it was so slack and boring! but anyways i tried my best , i suppose. oh ya! and they asked me to name a few of my good points. i was caught dumbfounded. i don't know! so i asked: how am i gonna answer?! eh. i think i am able to laugh at myself and laugh along with others??

but still....we joked throughout the interveiw. so i reckon it won't be tt bad afterall. pheww..

2006-01-11T19:43:00.000+08:00

hey i'm going for the orientation leader interview tmr. i dunno how enthu i'll get but perhaps its good to give a try and be thick skin once in a while. i didn't want to join initially but my name was written down by my friend. ha! what the. all the best to meeeeeeeeeee ;)

2006-01-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

things to be done today:

food chem report,
UIR discussion,
basic nutrition vit assignment,
basic nutrition proj interview (tmr),
online lesson,
communication skills proj..

bye

2006-01-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

i had my hair done finally but so much disappointment. look at tt! its a big big difference from the one i wanted. now i look damn kiddish in this simple and norm hair cut. i told her two freaking times NOT to cut my fringe! and she went to cut it so short when she promised she'll only trim a lil to remove the split ends.
and i want a more volumous hair. she told me its called 'bob' what fuck. and she started blowing my hair for a more 'bob' result. i was trying to tell her to cut a lil bit more but she dun get me. i almost wanna faint.
ok i'll give myself one week to settle down on this stupid short fringe hairstyle. i'll trim them myself when they grow a bit longer.
i wanna repeat- i hate bad hair days. sob sob... oh dear! my hair takes so long to grow! i took so long to get tt length og fringe and she cut them all off!

2006-01-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

removed my tagboard heehee

2006-01-08T18:02:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna get my hair cut done asap cox the back of my hairs tends to get wavy and irks me so much. anyways, i'm not going back to kimage. i just dun believe no one can do a better job than them. yadda yadda, i could have get many things done if the weather learns to be a lil obedient.

nuisance.

there's one corn growing happily on my palm and i seriously wanna remove it. it just looks so ugly and i hate to explian how i got that corn.

they(one more on my leg) just started forming after a wound and healed excessively until there's a thicker layer of skin. and if you cut the extra skin away, mind you, they grow back thicker and bigger in circumference. i tried dripping those solutions you can get from pharmacy but they only dry up the skin above. so its not solving the problem at all. it'll still return again what. ugh bother.

its monday tmr and my lessons end earlier so hopefully it stops raining so tt i can catch a coffee break;) oh my and tues' a public holiday- double joy! hip-hip-horray...

2006-01-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

why do we have to buy new clothes for new year

2006-01-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

curse the weather for bringing so much trouble -bloody rain.

anyways i tried posting up this song by travis on my blog. pls tell me if u think its noisy, becox personally, i find the song quite distracting at times when i am reading the entries and the song is blasting so ur brian can't coordinate whether or not to listen or carry on with the reading.

btw those are the pics i took with my lousy sony cell phone. they're kinda blurred becox i have to zoom all the way in and in tt case, the pics are really small so i had to enlarge it but it ended up blurred. anyhows dr tan failed his attempt to set a record. he did a few meters shorter than the previous record setter. damn it! his effords are down the drain! his muscles must be so sore by the first few hours. its like peddling non-stop ok? i can nv nv ever do it! i can't even run more than 5 rounds before giving up and rest.

but i so so glad i'm exposed to such rare activity though. so much cheerings going on for dr tan every time he finish one round hurhur! TP truely rocks man!

few of my classmates stayed overnight and ran along with him. so cool right?

ok i hope dr tan is having a good good rest now!

all hails to him. i swear -he's my hero!

-nv give up- yep

2006-01-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

my no. : AO776! wanna buy toto?
see? so many supporters
(not very clear la i noe. lousy hp cam)
Dr tan calling for help

sexy sports club
look at their big build!

TP unity!
a chat with chairman of TP
photo taking

2006-01-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

omg omg school's at 8am tmr and i have to make myself to wake up at the wee hour of 5 and set off at 6.45. then again i'll have to suffer in the squeezy squeezy bus.
gasp!!!!
i want more break pls!
i surrender.

2006-01-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

2006 is a freak! i'm still happily living in my own year 2005.
what new year resolution. whatever.
how was u guys' count down lik? i had my last few mins and secs of '05 in front of the com along with the left-over christmas ham and a lil alcohol for fun.
and soon, hols' gonna be over i.e. my assigments and projs will be due.
TP is dumb enough to clog my only one week of fun we deserved with stress. tt's when school work frustrates me tt much cox you can nv play hard when you have the half-done work in mind.
and on the faithful 1st jan new year, i'll have to force myself to finish da hw up.
ok. what about the shopping spree.
so many sales happening in town and i haven got myself a decent new clothes.

new year complians

2005-12-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

oops there you go! i hung up with fellow buddies today. each and everyone of them are getting more and more beautiful wo lala... will always love them.
eh... i just relise something. the way we pose for pics looks very standard heeehee!

2005-12-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

check out this hairstyle. how is it?
i wanna snip snip my hair! comments pls...before i go under the knife!

2005-12-29T12:03:00.000+08:00

y'day i was at the children's sociaty, sorting out different contries' currency into dominations and then totalling them up. sis and i dealt with the AUS and the US coins. woah! the coins are horribly dirty!
US has 1cent, 1/4 pound, 5cent and 1 dime. AUS? 1cent, 20cent, 50cent and a dollar?
okie then we dividd them into stacks of ten and place them in rows. looks like soldiers to me tee hee.

status is nothing.

havin u as my possession is everything.

2005-12-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

2005-12-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

2005-12-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

hanged out with valen finally,along with juli and pgb!
its been so long since i get to whack tt woman who claimed tt she is so gentle now! but did i not see her smacking her friend too?
anyhows this threesome will nv gonna end because we got ourselve the tou fu man. is that how you call it? but juli had the toy's finger stuck in the head!!
needless to say i got home late and was rushing before i got scolded. i was in the crowded MRT station, getting so desperate to cross the barrier but before my ezlink card excess was approved, i happily walked foward and knock onto the barrier! SLAMMED!
lol
dumb ass!
my three months baby is GONE! nah i'm just kidding....
oooo and we took pics too. will post it up real soon! :)

2005-12-26T14:10:00.000+08:00

oh my today's the 26th, i.e like 6 days left before the whole new 2006 arrive and knock me off!

sheesh i must say this yr has been so painfully short for me to truely slow down. nah we are too used to multi-tasking and rushing for things even when we're darn free to waste a few mins.

so ha luu everyone, how's u guys' christmas been?

i wasn't much creative to spend it somewhere romantic or experience a totally different christmas. ade and i went town for a quick shoving and squeezing fun time in orchard to get a bit of atmosphere. but seriously, if could stay a while more for the christmas party there, it would be better.

but the maids who flocked our place, turned me off so much, we just had to settle down at some coffee bean to hide from them.

i got stepped by on of them. ugh who the hell are they to step on my slippers?! lol alright tt's very mean. but she didn't show a sign of offering her apology which i was waiting for. so needless to to explain, i continued staring at her til she squeeze through the crowd before i catch her ass!

btw for two consecutive days when we hit the star bucks in paragon, we saw this weird guy whom u'll not spot any thing wrong bout him until u see his funny lil actions. he talked to himself , tidy himself, and lots more. oh well, wait til u see him for urself.

the most cranky thing io can remember is when he took a sip from his coffee, place his newpapers down on the chair and did a big action-pact 'OH YEAH' ounching his fist into the air!

holy crap, u dun wanna let him catch u staring. u might get slashed any moment with a lunatic sit right over THERE!

2005-12-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

i came across articles months ago, telling us how lucks flood the holders of whom owns the four leaf clover. so, if u guys dunno, i believe in luck. i so wanted to get myself one but didn't see it selling anywhere.

then it was today when i went down town with ade to celerbrate christmas and i saw this cart in PS and got one for myself!

but i'm wondering if its real one or fake one. silly, was i?! but i like my new found luck! :)

2005-12-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

SEASONS GREETING!!!

2005-12-24T16:09:00.000+08:00

valen is back!
i miss her dearly ;0 pls meet up soon cox the monent she pick up her phone and started laughing, oh gosh, all the memories flood back and i almost wanna see her immediately!
anyways i was in town y'day to spend my christmas eve eve with ade darling :) so fun chatting nonsense with her.

2005-12-14T11:26:00.000+08:00

if just telling you how tired i am doesn't make sense, yinglong ponned her lessons just to go home and get some sleep!
then i ponned my lessons the next day again to rush this damn undone assignments and now i'm feeling so guilty for missing so many lessons, i so wanna cry.
full-stop.
yes term test is coming.
i hope i can make it.
i wish i won't fail any modules!
bless meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-12-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

MIA, MIA, i play MIA!

ZZzzzzzzzz

you know books dun entertain- BORINGGGG!!!

ok shhhhhhhhut up. i wanna sleep.

2005-12-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

HOPE PARTLOW LYRICS

"Who We Are"

I don't wanna put on my make up

Just like every girl in a magazine

That's not who i am when i wake up

That's not who i wanna be

There's so much more to me than

Meets the eye

In this life

I know one thing

It doesn't really matter what you wear

Let the people stare

Cuz we are who we are who we are who we are

It doesn't really matter what car you drive

It's good to be alive

Yeah we are who we are who we are who we are

Who we are

Tell me baby do I look like the real thing

Or would you change the color of my eyes

Tell me why my television's filling me with lies

It doesn't really matter what you wear

Let the people stare

Cuz we are who we are who we are who we are

It doesn't really matter what car you drive

It's good to be alive

Yeah we are who we are who we are who we are

There is beauty on the inside

Yeah you're beautiful All right!

Though it doesn't really matter what you wear

Let the people stare

Cuz we are who we are who we are who we are

It doesn't really matter what car you drive

It's good to be alive

Yeah

we are who we are who we are who we are

It doesn't really matter what you wear

Let the people stare

(it's good to be alive good to be alive)

Doesn't really matter what car you drive

It's good to be alive

(who we are)

Yeah we are who we are who we are who we are who we are

(it's good to be alive good to be alive)

When we are who we are

2005-12-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

sorry buddies, school's been so busy or boring these few days, i don't wanna blog.

My term test is coming real soon and ADE! i'm sorry ur b'day clash with my term test lah!

but remember? i promised u a CAKE from me. yes ade, i will whip up ur fav cake all by myself, eh after my term test!!

hahahaha i am serious. even if it were to take me the whole day to prepapre a perfect cake. i will!

because i am CHICKEN LITTLE NO>2!

2005-12-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

have you tasted all sorts of mood in a day?

morning: kick-ass lazy , (then laughed like hell during the practical) insane

afternoon: lonely, happy, confusion, blessed, troubled

evening: crazy, fucked up (-right now)

what is this?!

damn it! i love my day, but i hate myself.

yinglong! pls get a life :(

2005-12-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

'fabulous' week, man! test test tests and projects.

i wanna rush through this damn disgusting UIR project, get it done and play!

well well a lot of small lil stuffs happened this week but was busy to blog. there's my maid who suggested to mummy tt she dun wanna work anymore, cox she claimed tt her boyfriend whom she knew it HERE is going to find a job for her. but i tot maids are not supposed to work else where since they're here through the maid agency. nvm her. we're gonna let her go and get a new one to replace her. just look at her. we didn't stuff her with loads of house work but she couldn't even get simple things done and behave herself. further more, she telled lies. we just can't handle her.

and i really have say bout my basic microbiology tutor. her eyes' are darn big and she rolled them at us so frequently, i wanna gouch them out and feed the wild dogs. i just can't bloody hell stand a teacher who has no passion in teaching. you tell me, who will ever wanna respect a teacher who doesn't show her care and concern to pass her knowledge to her students. i think she's there to earn a living and no further interest in making her lessons more fulfilling. but i'm the one wo lose out if i continue to hate a teacher tt much. becox my mind refuse to coorperate, i automatically switch off to my lalaland mode.

the class test every lesson was crap! the three of us copied answers and throw the worksheet onto her face. but we're to obvious and she knew we aren't doing it ourselves. so she said to the class, during the test, bout the few students she had who had the same answers... whatever!!

she should appricaite her tut class has 80% class attendance. no one is fucking interested! disgusting old bitch! i damn look down on her! *slap*

i'm sorry. she made me wanna scold vulgarities. okk i shall get lost too.

scrammed at8.54pm, 041105

2005-12-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

played pool today during our four hours break :)
its fun and i think i'm hooked to it cox its challenging for a clumsy dumb ass like me. now i know why guys like pool so much. they are nuts cox they rather play pool than shop. but now, i think i would rather pick pool up too. i'm nuts too

2005-11-29T13:21:00.000+08:00

its really no fun when i see pple playing around and i have school!

but anyways cox we're odd balls- poly students. darn right! we are meant to be DIFFERENT from norms school. isn't it why we dun wear uniforms too?

but i would rather i have a uniform like the JCs cox there's so much fun going against the rules on proper dressing, i'm saying. short pom pom skirts, stringed shirt, colourful hairs and studs all over!

alright btw today's food chem practical was a whole big mess becox the teachers changed the solution and we can't get the accurate calculation for our experiment.

this is wat i call a total WASTE of TIME! fancy spending 3 hours on something tt's gonna come out wrong!

nonsense!

met up with ade again and she taught me accounts cox my test is coming up. if she's not gonna teach me, i'll happily fail my test and cry!

but, My! i kept day dreaming and ended up listening and sang along with the songs tt Coffee bean played. then she had to repeat all over again for the sake of me. or else at times, i'll interrup and talk rubbish or do silly things. she was damn patient with me. so i conclude tt i loooovvveee ade soooo much i want her to be placed at the top top top list of the most wanted person in my life. lol oh no, seriously she is really my life long buddy since pri school. i'm sooo used to her, she can even be part of me, like my hands or legs. hurgh what a comparism but quite true ya:)

sigh...

i'm a fickle minded person. now tt the lecturers are telling us more bout how our future prospect will be like, i'm a lil worried.

firstly, the starting pay will be low and expect it to be low even for the years to come. we just won't earn big bucks and retire early. unless, i come out with a new product like MILO!! or?! get hired by footballers like manchester to plan for their diet!

secondly, uni is wat i'm heading to after i graguate from poly(hopefully i can fulfill the requirements to further studies). and since singapore uni doesn't offer much of what i'm studying, i'll have to go overseas. and if i were to be going there, i dunno how life will be like for me. i have no idea solely becox all along i wasn't really prepared to be independent, let alone flying to some place with a diff culture.

thirdly, should i be a nutritionist, a research and development executive, a service watever shit i'll have to choose to study after this sem.

forthly, will i need to frequent overseas to work?

there's a whole lot of doubts misting my directions right now.

but still, its not the time to worry i suppose.

GET BACK TO WORK!!!

aim for this sem's GPA first before i even think about my future. 9.21pm, 281105

2005-11-27T04:12:00.000+08:00

i like this song!!!

CRAIG DAVID LYRICS

"Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)"

[VERSE 1]
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this thing drag on so long(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to meI don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

2005-11-27T03:52:00.000+08:00

O oooOooOoOoo

pokey poke ade's eye
seeping tot i looked like this thing! hurhur..

k no joke. we just wana to get a proper one done. my gang once again:) celerbrating jocelyn's 17th birthday!

mich and me

2005-11-26T04:55:00.000+08:00

random viewing on the friendster and saw this awful picture uploaded by this guy. horrid pics totally freak me off with boy kissin boy. advise: nv get too high in clubs or get ur ass burnt

2005-11-26T04:11:00.000+08:00

this woman totally sux with her 'beautiful dressings'. can someone pass me a bag cox i wanna puke!
and this guy has long and sexy hair...oh man check it out la!
why do pple in my school looks so erm 'SPECIAL"!!

2005-11-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

i bluffed through my accounts tutorial lesson, knowing only a small fraction of the lecture i attended. and bloody hell next week i've got a test on accounts?!

i dunno anything!

so ADE pls pls pls teach me accounts on mon when we meet up again, pls!

i promise to treat u drinks can! my chance of passing depends solely on you!

oh yes tmr's jocelyn's birthday so i'm gonna wish her a BIG FAT HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY here!!

i dun even noe if she'll ever gonna visit my blog?! hurgh!

anyhows we got a lighter and a clutch handbag!! hope she likes them cox i ponned 3 lectures to shop for her b'day gift, or else when can i ever squeeze out time to shop! its the tot tt counts r againright?? this small lil gal is darn naughty. you're nv gonna force her to study hai ya!!

fish! test tmr and i'm still half way done. i've to scram back fast. ha i'm such a last min loser can! i hope i can finish before my brain shuts down or my eye lid crush down!! holy molly! see you guys!

11.08pm, 241105 :)

2005-11-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS

"Stickwitu"

I don't want to go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

Throwing their love away

I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say

(Hey)Nobody's going to love me better

I must stick with youForever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

See the way we ride

In our privated lives

Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're the only one for me

And I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I must stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

And now

Ain't nothing else I can need

And now

I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got youWe'll be making love endlessly

I'm with youBaby, you're with me

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I must stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

Nobody's going to love me better

I must stick with you

ForeverNobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with youMy baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

7.54pm, 231105

2005-11-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

poor bugger me. i just realise there's another microbiology test coming out this fri. what the! did i not pay attention in class or what. nvm mug like shit this few days and cure my dark eye circles later, hopefully. but i guess its a bit hard cox i'm a 'reputable' lazy bum. slap me, pinch me, kick me; mummy. will you?

anyways i had coffee with ade today and she treated me prata um teh-peng and made my stomach happy:)

then she made me cracked up lik hell, i feel like puking out all tt i've eaten. when u're full in there, dun ever laugh so hard. you'll feel terrible!! eh otherwise its only me who is WEAK.

btw, i think there's no harm saying this too many times: i treasure the friendship we share, JULI!

i swaer. som-pah!!

then again at 10.47pm, on the 211105 ;0 nitex everybody!

2005-11-20T04:44:00.000+08:00

i can sleep all i want on saturdays, like a piglet, til the sun shines on my butt! oh well- so sad but true, i'm up to nothing this sat perhaps notes and worksheets shall keep me busy this weekend then. anyways, there're gonna be a test this wed so i'll be a good gal this weekend!

school's pretty the same all day round. other than the teacher(the pic) who sat in to watch over us during maths lects, things would be better. we're not in the main LT and apparently students tend to chat more but this so called Dr. likes to make our life difficult. hello there, no teachers scream at us in poly anymore but she does! believe me, she is so irritating i just wanna curse her to fall whenever she stomp up or down the stairs. won't she just go away since we drive her adrenaline up so high she can't stand us. correct?! so its reasonable to call her a dumb nosey bugger, am i right? geez i'm bad.

yet another problem though, my microbiology teacher has got such a thick tamil accent i dun catch what she's saying! especially this modules when names (of bacteria, virus, fungi and long terms) are as concern, its harder for me to interpret her and get the right pronunciation! i dun even understand the lango coming out of her mouth! paying attention is already so hard for me and now listening to her lesson is a chore!! spare a tot for me, i'm not a racist but this has to be justified- i want another teacher to replace her, or to have me failing badly. i'm very bad at picking up points and srew them into my brain cells.btw i got a sound clip recorded while she was giving her lesson but too bad i dunno how to link it to my entry or else, u can hear and noe how hard i'm trying.

and til then tt is all i have to complian :p 12.40pm, 191105

2005-11-18T04:58:00.000+08:00

today's all tutorials and labs which last from 10 in the morning til 6 with only some lil breaks in between.

i'm lucky tt i could have my lunch cox microbiology lab ends earlier and i couldn't be happier to have something in my stomach before i continue.

and i have a lot to say bout my accounts teacher. she is toooooooooo kind to be an educator in poly. fristly, she don't shout, she keeps apologising, she's afraid to provoke students, she's soft, slow, toooooo patient, too motherly, and long winded to qualify.

u either get touched by her sincerity or step over her head and pee, which of cox most chose to be the latter.

we ruled over her and did whatever we liked!

HUR HUR HUR! -tt's and evil chuckle mind u-

today she had to make a trip back to the office at business block cox she took the wrong key for our tut classroom. then 15 mins' gone like tt. she rushed back like she had ran her way here for us. oh my gawd can someone pls tell her tt all the door keys are the same for the classrooms? all she needs to do is to ask for the key from some other teachers next door.

and how fun! we stood there and watch her go PAI SEH in front of her students.

she's a 60plus old woman nehhhhhh.

next time i'm gonna take a pic of her cox she looks like a rabbit. fair and innocent looking and on top of tt, she has rabbit teeth!!! ai yooooooo

ZZZZzzz 12.58pm, 171105

2005-11-17T12:36:00.000+08:00

i sat in for lectures all alone. the bunch of friends whom i hang out with will nv reach before lessons. i used to text them and ask if they're reaching so i'll see if i wanna wait for them to go in together or chop sits for them. then after a couple of occasions of trying ta book places when the lect is so full tt pple are sitting on steps as the last resort. i'm guilty and had to ask them to please take up the sits i'd selfishly taken up for them.

u noe how fed up it is. i'm starting to lose some nerves and grumble at them for coming late. they brushed my kindness for reminding as a passing comments. i'm done with it. i hate their heck care attitudes. i'm so bothered by having to be with myself when they're not there. i have my classmates but they kinda dun mix with me tt much unless 'tt guy' is there. a smile or a simple gesture is the most they can give. i can't live without friends! i'm totally dependent on friends to make me smile.

usually in a group of three, one is bound to be alone. and see? i'm the one! further more, they share almost the same personality! i'm the odd one out for god sake.

i know perfectly well what kind of person i am. rejection drives me nuts and i'll be prone to mood swings and depression. not tt severe though but tt all invites mental torture! how is school life gonna be like when the most simple parties u rely on is slowly seeing ur presence as thin air.

fine. our friendship is going on fine actually. no internal conflicts, not unhappiness whatsoever. sometimes pple do get a lil sensitive. who don't?! but seriously, i'm feeling left out and secretly crying for some attention. i tag with seng guan(classmate) most of the time when they're not around. but pple think me clinging to him. i don't! we are good friends only. he has a galfriend and some pple see it as some fucking intruding bitchy business.

oh please.

sharon was asking me this morning when we're all sitting on da benches. she was with her group and i was with seng. then there's some other cliques beside my bench as well. seng was chatting with his peeps. i sat there with my handphone held on my hands and playing some dumb games to kill boredom and feeling of loneliness.

she said: where's ur brennagh and jodie

me: eh CDS?! they went off for tut

she: really? u're alone this morning

me: ha... (fake laugh)

she: u guys qurrelled?

me: NO! we didn't! why did u say tt?!

she: i tot so what

me: eh ok...

8.36pm, 161105

2005-11-15T12:42:00.000+08:00

met up with juju today for facials and so coincidentally she tot she saw noel but of cox its him! i was too happy to shout out his name. he turned round and was a lil too surprised to answer for a moment.

noel, as usual, is da gentleman. he asked juli bout heng yeong bla bla then telling us valen is coming back this dec... lol its just so fun but a short chat with him. oh yeah! we're gonna meet up again soon!

so there's me and juli lying there enjoying the classical music. she had her's first so i closed my eyes and waited but soon i fell asleep. its was until the electric- tsk tsk tsk sound was applied on ju's face tt woke me up. after tt its my turn. lol now my face is all red and sore but no black heads, so no worries!

i accompanied ju to flag a cab before i figure my way home. guess what? i got on the bus but becox i hav no sense of direction, i ended up in AMK instead of HOUGANG. ugh why do i always have to end my blog proclaiming bout being big fat loser- i headed for the wrong direction.

updated on 141105, at 8.42pm

2005-11-14T07:30:00.000+08:00

woke up late again and remembered tt sis wanted to buy me breakfast but in the end she woke up late too. anyways while i was waiting for bunch, i read da sunday times. then there was this news on transsexual bride. omg 'she' rejected his proposal 6 times but finally accepted it when the guy wrote 'her' a letter with his blood. yucks! why should he wanna do such morbid stuffs. btw i'm curious how gays satisfy themselves. uh huh i've heard about the dog position to get some pleasure but but but won't it hurt?! ok ok i'll stop it. as long as their happy -swollow- i have no comments -shiver-...nevertheless i still think its a very degrading thing to do, as a man kind. seriusly, its drilling a hole in my head.

and yet another article tt caught my attention bout annabel chong. i swear i haven heard stuffs on how she got popular. i have no idea who-the-hell and what she'd done tt got her famous until i come across this; what i tot is too embarassing to mention. she had sex with 251 man in 10 hours! orhhh...yes its this something i didn't know bout her. u think its hot? i think its super gross to tt extent tt i rather she kill herself. i dunno if she bled but apparently 251 times is too much, too drama, too unbelivable, too painful and ohhhhhhh my shut up!

whatever the two i've read today, it doesn't really have much an impact. i just tot they're interesting and to voice out my disapproval to tt of a kind i'll nv do. fine, cut tt crap. is there anyone who's planning to watch The Exortism of Emily Rose? i'm not a movie craze person but this is what a person, who would rather stay at home and not step into a movie theathre, will watch. but then again i feel too chickened out to watch with tt big screen tt make things come up 100 times scarier than from a DVD player. yes yes i'm a loser... i'll bring my ear plug to minimise all the eerie sound effects and a book to shut off any parts tt i feel will make me pee. lol no food or drinks too, just in case i puke. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

updated at 3.28pm, 131105

2005-11-12T12:17:00.000+08:00

my new friend onion!! b'day-11-11-05 and her friend- fluff!

ade and i got this out of fun cox we're too insane tt time to think carefully.

we just laughed and laughed and laughed so much i have to gasp for air.

onion onion onion onion onion. call me onion!

oh and ade got approached by zhong qing! wah lao....

2005-11-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

i gotta tell you tt 'metro' is a real flirt. anyway who won't if he was to be born with tt look. what a 'vase'!!

ok today's school is fine and slack and nothing better to do cox its the first week of a new sem and its always tt draggy until things get warm up in a couple of weeks. yes, and by then i'll be too busy for myself. ZzzzZZ u noe those chosing of the class head and vice pple bla bla, intro of our new modules, teaching schedule for this sem, projects, bla bla. and i have test on christmas day! izzit? ya la i think i have! i dou-wan!

btw 10-11-05- its brennagh's birthday today and i forgot to bring her present to school! i so wanna slap myself. nvm she was understanding enough to dismiss my silly excuse. i bought her a pair of earrings from perlini's silver after touring round tampanis mall for bout 2 hours! hurhur crazy nuts.

ok i have nothing interesting to blabber here now. school is so 'interesting'! bye for now then.

updated on 9.33pm, 101105

2005-11-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

snores i'm too tired to blog. i had a whole day of lecture since 8am to 7pm and its freaking using up my energy to the last bit. ha! and becox by the time when we have our last lect at 6, lots of them are almost dosing off. but crap! my friends and i were lik laughing away at a guy who is my friend's friend. when i turn round and saw him paying his full attention, i was truely amazed and asked them to looks at him( cox u should expect pple to be half dead by then) but the next moment he was actually sleeping with his head slowly tilting down. ok not funny but its was so cartoon i couldn't help laughing. it was like the next sec his attention just went off like a snap. then there was another malay gal who wore a scaf and laid her face on her bag and slept. if it wasn't my friend telling me to look at her i would have tot it was two bags lying on the table. ai ya if only i can take a shot of those funny pple.

btw i must tell u how lucky i am today too cox metro is in the same CDS(cross disciplinary subject) as me. omg lik among all the others he chose this?! hah! soo sorry i was so insane seeing metro i kept beating my friend. but no, after awhile i swear i was listening to the lect zZzzZZz

snores again at 8.46, 081105

2005-11-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

surprise! i'm done with my new blog skin. after using the last one for quite some time, i'm tired of it so did some changing of new image! so how was it? i think its interesting la and so pls tell me if you really got tricked and tot my blog has been moved! anyways tt's all bout what i have done today. what a waste of time. so i'll be back tmr :) tmr's my first day of sem 2! omg save me...lecture whole day from 8am to 5pm! i think i'll have to go back to the whole pocky and sweets to survive throughout them.

yawned at 9.34pm, 071105

2005-11-07T14:53:00.000+08:00

a simple but fantabulous lil gathering y'day with fellow mates was truely appriciated. i don't noe about being a good host cox somebody blamed me for whipping up some nasty, hard to swallow ice lemon tea i brewed. ha! apologies for tt.

i can nv tell u guys how much those meeting out once in a while is so fun becox we're all crappy pple. then we'll wrack up some fond memories which gives me a sugar sweet coating tt lingers. the stupidness and childishness tt still stays even after how much we'd changed. at least its this few years tt we grew up together tt strenghtened the bond. loads of stories, loads of laughters and tears..and then when we all sit together, i feel like i'm having one big family. all and all i hope even years later, we can still stay the way 4B is; i truely wish so.

today's special occasion was grand with those dong chiang dong chiang all the way to our door step. erm seriously, i dun mean to be rude but the traditions are kinda not a thing for me. but grandpa was happy and proud and so i'm happy and proud too! so finally daddy took down those decorations, they hung up y'day morning, which was really relieving. i can't stand a big red clothe hanging at my way when i'm at the door. so attention seeking but not the kind of attention i want to get. anyways tt pic was taken with my niece Glenda. she cute? lol she likes to taken with her funny faces when pple're posing nicely:) oh yea andi made her wear my specs and quickly shot a pic! heh now i'm the naughty one..

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2005-11-06T14:31:00.000+08:00

i freaking hate the look of my house right now. and best! i'm bringing my friends over tonight wtf! where am i gonna hide my face. utterly disgusted!

2005-11-04T16:25:00.001+08:00

tents up for partie! nah not for my party but some other occasions. but mum was so in a good mood, she offered sis and i to bring my friend over for a hovoc time before my school starts on mon, since we can make a good use out of it. i was bloody hell excited i phoned my friends over if their free on sat! well it just so happen tt they're all booked for work. so fine, its over. i mean i can't get them to take a off for me just for an out-of-fun drink chat at my house. say i'm rather disappointed actually but duh who won't rite? nontheless its a really nice chance cox its the first time mum's so happening. well well. i had all da cursings. oh nvm, i had enough for the day cox today's a tiring one.

doggy's had a good catch! she literally caught a mouse in da kitchen! tt's totally freaking me and mum out! we were like shouting at each other to stop tt dog. so i grabbed a broom and hit doggy's ass. didn't work. i shouted in a loud command. it didin't work. so yes the mouse died under its teeth and claws. i can't wait to throw tt yucky thing away. daddy's the one to use a chacoal tongs, trying to snatch tt mouse off from my dog. doggy wouldn't allow dad to take tt off. she laid on the floor and i guess she' was determined to end tt bugger's life before she let it go. then i was standing there with my mouth cover cox i was so grossed out, seeing the cruel side of my dog. okie the thing had it last breath under my dog's paw and dad picked its dead body up int a bag and double wrapped it. we had to bathe the dog! she was so dirty and yucky! eeeeeee

but after her bath, she still look just as cute. ha! she had her dinner and fun with us :)

she's happy with her reward and we're happy with a mouse free kitchen.

oh! but i super sad over my lost party!

2005-11-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha i hate the taste of carlsberg or tigar beer. i still prefer those sweet like fruit juice vodka. drinking beer is like drinking thick black coffee without milk and sugar. yucks. sis's drinking the beer and i took a few sip from her. eeeww look at how my face screw up in to a wrinkled ball.

alright whatever i dun drink tt much to even talk about tt.

my whole face is so looking ugly with those fucking pimples popping out! and so i swaer i have to treat them like queen now. i'm back to those creams and mask and squeeze. and a little bit more to satisfy them right ju ju? keke

dear dear the weather is so hot this afternoon, i'm sweating like mad when i went out with dad to get something from the market. i seriously starts to hate the weather so much i wanna curse it! look at what the humidity has done to my face now?! oh then, i'm starting to consider another hair cut to fix my currently out-of-shape one. but its too late to chop them off when school is starting in a few days time. u know very well how the hair need a week or so to look good.

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2005-11-01T14:49:00.000+08:00

hah just come across these pics too. funny aren't they?! the boy in blue is duper cute! ya da ya da ya da ya da- school's starting in a week's time and the timetable is not out yet. i wonder what TP is doing. watever it is, this sem onwards is gonna be tougher. that's what the lecturer told us and i hope i can turn into a total geek to mug for better grades. i dun care la just bloody hell scram home after lessons to revise. my sis can study like the whole day long with a little break in between and then back to her study table, rumbling away... oh crap what a life! i wanna get crazy and play so foolishly until i grow tried and so settling down to study. ok! i should get my table tidied up nicely :)

2005-10-31T13:17:00.000+08:00

she's too beautiful to resist. you love her too?

2005-10-30T08:18:00.000+08:00

hurgh i was really an irritating skinny pole. i went all the way to the front when i saw someone standing at the bloody coo coo patch of spot where i always wait for taxis. well, i got to board first before her! neh neh ni boo boo! but i bet she must be cursing me cox she's already sweating like someone just pee-ed on her head and i snatched the taxi from her! sorry la singaporeans mah! i've learnt to be a wise after all!

and finally,i alighted @ the army market to search for the shop called The-Peep-Hole.yes i went all the way there just for the shop. but crap la i went round and round the hot and filthy place before i get to my dear dear place where i like to buy Ts from. lol wat a small world to have caught fello yani,humin,&gekkim there too:) nice bumping into them @ such kind of place.

link-> http://www.the-peep-hole.com happy browsing!

then since i'm so alone and now where to go in middle of the noon, i hopped on my second cab to holland V! a lot of foodies there like coffee beans, bread talk, crystal jade, nydc, bars and lots more! its a purr-fect place for lovey dovey couples! really! but i think its better to go at night rather than in the hot sunny day, or else the dou will turn out like two sticks of melted ice-creams. hah! then i browsed the area with one cup of ice blended espresso on my hand and tissue to wipe off the sweat, on another. hmmm 1/6 of the pple u see are ang-mohs so i hope it won't be another ideal place for terrorist to blast!! hahaha nuts!

AH! pet shops! i swear there's many of them. i even saw a shop keeper transporting three puppies from one shop to another. they're soooooo cute with their round tummy full of milk i guess *chuckles* and their small tiny tail, not longer than my last finger, wagging and flapping crazily!! VOILAAA!! too cute, i can't help gluing my eyes on them!

but then if you're not there for alcohols, food but shopping, you'd be disappointed la cox there aren't much to shop for other than beads, and erm sex TOYS!! yah there's a condom shop there on the second level of a particular mall. lol strictly above 18-gals and boys! hahaha but i took a peep outside and hurried off. colourful rubbers indeed!

than guess what i feaking hell walked like 1 mile and ended up among the flats but just couldn't find the MRT station to go home. but i was pretty sure i can find my way cox i hate to ask for directions. lik i was stranded in the maze block, i strolled and tire myself out til i get to where i tot should be near and continued on to test my luck. i tell you i must be the smartest gal on earth to look up and check for tall building which i hope is the MOE building cox the mrt is just around tt area. ai yah child's play la! chicken feet! hurh! i found my way there finally! wahhhhhh clever gal. clap clap clap**

ok la ok la i noe i darn bhb here but i'm just so proud of myself! heeeheee :)

2005-10-29T06:41:00.000+08:00

have u seen a dog so afraid of heights? y'day night the thunder storm was so loud, my hum-qi doggy was shivering away and hiding her tail in between her legs hurgh. wat's more, she tried to climb the stairs up (cox we're upstaris) but finally she gave up from going any further at the fifth step, so mum have to coax her down step by step by grabing her two front legs and doggy wobble down like an old woman. so fuh-nie!

2005-10-27T10:10:00.000+08:00

finally! i'm a pround owner of a brown pants, heehee not the first one i've got but still i love it down to each & every stitch and thread its made of. poof! but i can't make a possession of all stuffs tt caught my very eye. sobs and i saw my fav zara checked bag! its still there and i want it dearly! ha fat hope la cox its gonna make my wallet surrrender. then ade and mich were nagging at me to give up on tt bag. hummp!!

when i was on the train to city hall, ade and i were pulling and tugging one another lol. then i saw a stupid gal laughing at us and i swear i'm boiling inside. i wanna fight! i wanna pull her nipple off! i wanna let my vulgarities poured onto her and see her cry! eh but nothing. nothing happened cox angel sister managed calm me down.

kk my eye's droopy now. NAP! bye bye friends :)

my dream

2005-10-26T09:25:00.000+08:00

afternoon's gone with the rain again, hopefully tmr won't so i can slip to suntec with ade for our brown pants heehee. today, i went for coffee again and brought back a slice of cheese cake for mummy!

oh btw here's something funny. have you heard the announcement when taking the train? i can't catch wat the person's trying to say. all i heard was: for ur safety, pls do not push the pores... weird. but obviously i got the wrong one. my sis's even worse. she asked if i've heard it saying; for safety reasons, pls do not push the BALLS!! holy crap!

funny? not funny? okie nvm, take a train and hear it for urself.

sigh. a few days ago i had a dream and til now it still stays vividly at the corner of my head. i'm not a person who often dream but once i did, its always something got to do with misfortune and seemingly real! those fantasy and fairy tales ones are long been over when i was a kid. there was a time when i keep dreaming bout my jumping off a building. i had a couple more of tt sort of dream with diff scenario but same ending-committing suicide. i'm not kidding. its freaking me out and truely disturbing enough to make me shiver. freaky but coincidentally, a week or so, i was late for remedial lesson and when i woke up and found a lot of missed calls from mich(my classmate). she dreamt of me coming back in spirit, after i passed away, to look for her. i was in a pity state. she told my tt before i could communicate with her, a cleaner chased me off and i disappeared! gawd! scary hoh. ugh but come on la dream only what.

ok ok back to the dream i had last few days. i dreamt of myself, walking on the over head-bridge and feeling my stomach. it all started with tt picture and me already knowing tt i'm pregnant. i was supposedly confused and distraught but i was calm. well, a lot of worries crossed my mind about an unmarried 17 year old teenage school gal. my stomach was already starting to grow with a 4 months old baby. funny how i was thinking bout breaking the news of what i'm carrying, to my parents. then about my health, and my friends. will they shun away from me? and luckily i didn't even dream about who's tt fucking father. luckily i didn't dream of tt part or else if it happened to be someone i know?! hurgh horrible! horrible horrible!!

saying it out is much better then keeping this odd dream to myself. spooky yea? but ya know, what u dream will nv happen. phew!

2005-10-25T05:33:00.000+08:00

our family has this going on for years- sunday gatherings for dinner. my parents are the one who prepare the food without fail everyweek. imagine the amount of money being thrown in over the years for fuel, food, and cleaning?

one by one, my relatives arrive at our hs around 6, settling around in the living room but none offered to help in the kitchen. then when the the food is done, they'll all gather around the dining table but Most or NONE have the courtesy to ask the one who had spent so much efford to prepared the food. fine! we are the owner and you're the guest, so we are suppose to serve you guys right? nvm be sitted and enjoy ur dinner! but what made mad me hopping mad was tt mum was left with NO PLACE to sit but to wait for the guest to have their's first before mum can squeeze in for her dinnera(all along me and my sis take ur plates and eat in the living room).

why should mum end up having to wait for them to finish their food before she can has her's? why can't the freaking younger generations give up their place and let mum have her dinner?

UNGRACEFUL?! and their parents dun even care! hurgh no wonder!

but this is not the first time. for if it is the first time, i might have tot they didn't know tt the owner has NO sit. greedy! selfish! bloody ass big fuckers who only know how to eat!

and dun be surprised. before we had a maid, mum was the one who wash all the dishes!

dun think me petty. they have no right to let my mum wash! they had their food, WASH UR OWN FREAKING BOWLS!

i'm soooooo ashamed to have relatives like them. so they think they deserve the enjoyment and others to sweat and work for them. good ah good........ i have nothing much to say. i dun regard them as relatives. when there's trouble, they're the one who shun away. when there's money, they noe how to suck up. ha poor lil fellows i pity them like dogs- let them have their food.

2005-10-23T08:20:00.000+08:00

fed up no.1: i can't stand pple who's over helpful, oh tt's kinda vague, lets say they're pushy. just bloody hell fuck off and dun get into my way. ha i'll be smiling but at the back of my mind, i feel like punching them down on the floor and storm off. nvm bout tt. i dun have much to say actually but i've to voice out tt its not my pleasure to entertain or spare my presious time on them, full stop.

fed up no.2: today sis made her collection from zara. i dun mind telling you tt i find their attitude sucks! they dun smile at you like some coo coo for the sake of making their customers happy. they frown all the time. i happen to knock onto one lady staff tt time cox i was carrying a big bag. she stared at my even when i apologied repeatedly, and bowing my head to show my GREATEST sorrow for causing her blood pressure to rise. she even made the tsk sound right onto LIM BIE's face! what the FFFF! not enough? she rolled her bloody eyes at me! BITCH! HAh HAh pms ah?! want some drugs ladie? hurgh..big deal.

fed up no 3: dun throw the shoe onto the floor when you wanna try e shoe cox its just not very pleasant, unless you're down with osteoporosis( whatever you spell it), too fat to bend down or you're a GUY. izzit so hard to place tt shoe on the ground gently? my sis blurted out at me saying: who cares anyway! ya she's right, only i care so much about all these stupid things or else i wouldn't be compalining so much heehee.

2005-10-22T05:21:00.000+08:00

oh freak i almost fell off the chair! really. ha its not like i have a big butt or something. see, the more i dun move, the more clumsy i get. and listen up! i haven walk more than 200 meters away from my house for a week+ , breaking my own record ke ke ke. i'm worse than my grandma.

yes i should get a life! get out and breath the wonderful polluted air yeh?

anyways are you guys active nightlife animals? i haven imagine how its like to go clubbing or pubbing though its darn popular nowadays. of cox i'm curious to pick up these social activity for experience but i dun think i'm hiao enough for those. first and for most its for pple who are sexually active and need a person to fuck or tirsty for a drink or flirt and what more? clubbing is so associated with bad boy and sluts. i'm not ready for tt! am i stereotype? but i guess one day i'll get in and taste how wonderful a nite can be in a hall with blasting noise and DJs and desperste sexy ladies and hungs. then i'll return home with a delicious nicotine smell clinging on my body ha. talking bout smoking. damn its so bloody tempting. not becox some of my friends are hooked so i wanna try too but personally, i tot tt its fun having smoke flying around you like satans. my dad's a smoker for decades. we've tried all tt we can to persuade him to quit. lol possible? unfruitful of cox. its almost just as hard to kill a friend of years. almost all cases of tobacco addiction begin in the teenage years or earlier. whatever rubbish ecxuse for a huff and a puff, the chance of becoming addicted is too great. so i won't kiss a cigarette neither will i suck it lovingly for more. if only people can resist. but honestly whenever dad takes a puff, i feel comfortable. sometimes i frown when ppel walking in front of me exhale but sometimes i'm inhale after them and fell for it. ewwwwww i can picture their lungs black and sticky with tar.

2005-10-21T06:42:00.000+08:00

bloody weather! i wanna go out and move around! i dun want all my veins and arteries to get blocked up and die! woo i tell ya the rainy weather is just perrrfect for you to sleep! but i'd too much ZZZzz my tummy is rumbling for food. i'm thinking of getting honey stars and HL milk for my tea break! ice milo? ice tea? wooo habba habba!!

2005-10-20T12:21:00.000+08:00

i keep thinking bout going suntec cox i wanna get a bottle of nail polish from the cart and a fake but really nice watch and a pair earrings heehee!! i tell ya woman can survive with fake watch but guys have to get real blink blink watch. right?! yes!

i might as well forget bout trading in my old phone for e new one cox i can nv save up tt much. i would rather i get get myself one more decent pants. oh brown pants is very IN now. dunno why but i tot its damn cool. i must get myself one this holiday.

these few days i limit myself from moving too much, like a cat, so tt i can gain weight!! hahaha weird? i think it works! i hope so?

2005-10-18T05:02:00.000+08:00

i had a super duper long ZZzz until 1pm when dad kicked my butt, asking me to have lunch. i just need to know why daddy can't (for god sake) wake me up gently instead of kicking me!! wah lao! what is this man? giving me a shock out of my life la.

okie nvm then i took my own sweet time to wash up cox i bet evryone had their lunch except me again. bloody ass, even the maid had her lunch! i haven't! !@#%^&^%$#@$ i ate like i'm dieting. i had two slices of some kind of veg and half bowl of rice and TV hahaha!! miserable set of meal!

2005-10-17T09:08:00.000+08:00

help! my hair seems to get longer and out of shape again! i hate bad hair days. ugh and i must tell you pple i dun like to play with young kids. i dunno what i can do to entertain them other then making funny stupid sound and action. oh *slap my face* tt's soo soo soo silly! my cousins are coming over today again, bringing 5 kids to our house upside down.

my sis will play with them but count me out! i've got a weak heart. you know how what kids do?! they'll get so excited they scream and scream on top of their voices, they run about as if they're gonna fall or something and they pop anything into thier mouth like evrything they see are sweets!! looking after them is not much a diff to me as running 2.4km. scary!

oh may be years later i'll grow to like kids but right now they're just like little demons. haah haah wooo i love the weather today cox its chilling and windy!

just now i just wanted to help dad fry the dumplings but i did a 'GREAT' job man! clap your hands ladies and gentlemen! it turned out to be like fried carrot cakes! but good try la huh dun mark me down becox of tt. i CAN cook!

2005-10-15T12:56:00.000+08:00

oh my i want an answer to why mum can rattle on and on and on. i wish i have the power to tune it on and off whenever i want, cox it just gets so irritating at times when you dun wanna hear a single sound at all. something is troubling me lately. i can't figure out the reason why i crave for slow songs and quiet moments. then i seem to prefer chinese songs once again. its not those ah lians 5566, nor do i like to hear the squeaky voiced SHE or the forever changing pop queen: jolin shit! now my mp3 is fully loaded with mandarin songs from sandy lam, zheng zong ji, david tao and ah mei. yes old songs. call me cheena. tt's why i dun share my ear phones becox i'm concious of it, so i kept it to myself. my body seem to detest something loud. it sets me boiling and mood swings rapture. but i know after a while i'll keep those cheena songs away from me and go back for my power 98. ha i think the hormones are behind all these.

you know i just peeped at my neighbours living in front of us? at 8plus i saw the boy returning home. at 9 plus i saw the dad walking around in his bedroom with only the boxers on. then now the loghts are off and god knows what they're doing. lol comeon think of some cheeky crook stuffs. they moved in for a month already and i haven chack them out. i mean chat with them. my curiosity is burning fiercely inside everytime i hear their gate or happen to see anything moving tt draws my attention. there's nothing more interesting then observing others;)

ah gosh sis placed the ME to YOU bear on her table top. how sweet! ting*2 from b.f! ooo talking about b.f! i met up with ade, mich and seeping this afternoon for lunch and then we skipped the shopping part for coffee and we chatted bout each other. 2 out of 4 is attached and i guess ade's gonna have one sooner or later teehee oh pls pretty gals won't be missed by guys rite? then we slipped our topics to their ex b.fs. haha bittersweet stories kept me thinking how the other parties' heart shatter into pieces becox someone took their place. ugh but so long as they are meant for each other, they'll be back to each other!

2005-10-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

valen you're my sweetest! yes, yes whenever i see any stuffs tt have gt to do with st. nics the first thing tt comes to my mind is yoU. please accept my long distant hug! lol dah bao!

oh ya i saw chubby boy at taka today! dun think he recognise me at all la! he looks the same anyway with his rosy cheek:)

mum bought me a pants from esprit haahaa!! but i wished she could buy a new bag and another pants and a top from zara. she said i should ask dad for money! booohooo

this brown pants from zara is damn nice! but they dun have my 32 size, the smallest they have for skirts and pants are 34. cheee idiotic!!

and today, i spotted quite a number of pple hanging they ipod nano proudly upon their chest like a branded necklace. but somehow when i see a school girl carrying it, i tot she was just trying to show off. but when it comes to a guy, i tot its so coOl! sexist me haahaa!! anyway if i do own one, i'll keep it savely inside my handbag just in case some bloody green eye monster wanna grab it for me! lol i know its stupid la cox ironically pple buy nano to show off, tt's the point of buying it;eh from my point of view. ipod mini is no big deal now so you can wave it around wherever you like and pple won't even give a damn lol. ai ya but ipod is still a better deal then any other mp3s around.

oh and the pic above is for ade :)

2005-10-12T09:46:00.000+08:00

weeeheee i'm back from my 4b class chalet. i would say its a nice concoction of feelings bout this outing,if you were to ask, nontheless i simply love them to bits. and then like all the others i suffered from post-chalet syndrom. i gave myself a good scrub and fall onto my soft bed, hugging my teddy bear to sleep. i slept til lunch is ready for me and gobbled down half a bowl of rice before my eyelids start to flick too often again and i got back to sleep right after munching.

i realise i've been dishonest to myself. i've been hiding and denying things from myself. i'm a liar! a big fat liar!i find myself listening to the songs tt used to heal me. then i know i'm not alright..

2005-10-07T09:35:00.000+08:00

i went to body shop warehouse sale today and damn it the things there are soooooo cheap. please go if u guys are free cox this last til the 9th only. its at the convention centre level 4! lolx

i bought my sis a lotion for her birthday hahaha yes yes cheapo me! i'm so broke can?! actually i feel like going back to buy more stuffs oh gosh its giving me the itchy feeling again. happy shopping!

2005-10-06T02:13:00.000+08:00

poof! i'm a light sleeper. i can't get into sleep for nuts and luckily radio accompanied me til the wee hours before i drop dead. i sang along, and moved my fingers along with the tunes lolx. and i love listening to power 98's evening DJs. they're darn funny! i turn on the radio when i bathe and dun think i'm nuts if u hear me laughing inside the toilet hahahaha. crazy. radio is my life:)

2005-10-05T04:29:00.000+08:00

why am i so skinny? i started to shed of my weight and grew really thin at the beginning of pri school. why? becox having meal to me is a horrible thing. mum will be grumbling away, making me shiver and feel like puking everything out! she's still good at making me afraid of her. i obey to my curfew. if there is excuses like i'm gonna be out with my friends, she'll bug me with calls to be back home as soon as possible. i nv had fun, knowing tt she'll phone me again if i'm late. i shan't deny tt i hate the way she make things rite becox she thinks it rite!

y'day nite she gave me a final said tt i shall not stay over for my class chalet! then what for?! i might as well dun go! what for going for a bbq and be back at like 8plus which i think tt is the latest she'll allow me. why the fuck go when bbq starts at evening time which means i'll only have one or two hours to spend!

then i went out with juli y'day and i told dad i won't be back for dinner. i did tt just to have an hour more time with me friend. btw tt's 7 'o'clock if i'll not be back for dinner. if i'm coming back for dinner, tt'll be 6! i did not escape inviting a scolding from her when i'm back.

at the age of 17, who won't be screaming mad for freedom! last nite i returned a call to my friend inside the TOILET becox i know she'll me angry with me of she catch me talking on the phone in the middle of the nite. then she knock on the door, saying i should put down the phone. i did as told!

dun blame me for being a chicken. for my whole life, i've been living under an eagle eye. for my whole life, i'll be always blaming her for my lack of social cycle.

i won't forgive her for my horrible life. nv!

2005-10-04T11:25:00.000+08:00

meet up with juli finally! hahaha had fun knowing more bout RCG hah!!!

tt's all.. :)

lolx lame

2005-10-04T02:44:00.000+08:00

i'm mad over zara's chequered sling bag tt is meant for guys!

i saw it last fri but ever since i've fallen in love on it i keep thinking bout it like i used to think about new handphones. this is crazy! its 99bucks!

but i think i'm gonna get before all the guys get them! hah

oh ya and u know body shop's lip gloss packed in little cute round container? the strwberry flavour is out again! oh man i swear its the best gloss i've ever used. forget about those stupid gloss u bough, just chuck them all away and get the body's shop strwberry flavoured lip gloss! cox before u know it, its off the shelves again. its 8.90 only! thrust me its good!

hahaha

phew its driving me nuts when my wallet is tight. why ain't my parents some rich ass working freak who has no time to care bout me so stuffs me with money! lolx ooops

2005-10-02T04:37:00.000+08:00

i think the weather is mad with sudden showers then gets real hot then rains again. !@#&!?!
y'day mich and i wanted to chill out at holland .v but in the end we tot we can be back again some other time and we slipped to town again. i took pics of her at coffee club express in wisma atria heehee and me fav bag..cool! and bloody ass, i saw guy carrying a smaller version of my bag while i'm using the bigger one! wah lao guy should get the bigger one la!!!

2005-09-30T06:30:00.000+08:00

my house's com seriously need to retire for good! initailly, i can't sign in to my hotmail and msn, now it denied my assess to my blog! irritating!

my lips starts to get ultra sensitive two days back and y'day morning, my lips was sore and swollen. and today? its still as sore and sand like texture appeared!! i swear its sooo scary! i'm so worried i keep going to the toilet and check if my lips has gone a size bigger. it didn't phew. it was a bit out of my usual size y'day but today it has subsided. i guess its food allergic. but i just can't remember eating something weird,anyways i did pop some pills for anti-inflammation and hope it'll help.

2005-09-28T12:08:00.000+08:00

i basically spent my whole afternoon doing crappy business.i went to meet up with charlie the boy, jason the assboy, teck chuan the careless coocoo and my beloved adeline. jason was the one who said he wanna go back to school, we didn't in the end and watched them play bb and god knows what i'm doing! darn stupid. ZZZzzzzZZzz..

but i got ade with me andwe sat there reading the 17 mag and had some stupid teasings. and her hair was flying all over my face i almost had it for my dinner. so i dunno why my brain quickly pictured out some real funny image of ade walking happily along the beach, holding the hand of her beloved guy. but the guy's face is covered by ade's hair cox the wind had it blown toward his direction!!! hahaha!!!

both of our hair were like beggers' cox apparently the wind was so strong and irritating it kept pestering us. and we didn't cared much cox no matter how we tidy them its gonna get untidy anyway. with a bird's nest hair style, we carried on reading the mag. but i was thinking if a small little boy were to pass by us and accidentally dropped something, so he needa get us top pick it up, he will get a fright of his life by seeing two life ghost staring at him. lolx....

obviously i'm crapping my blog entry away. but i tot its funny enough to share. but for the sake of courtesy, pls dun snore while reading..

2005-09-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

siblings are meant to share their stuffs right? i mean not their secret- i'm just refering to sharing clothes or books and stuffs, yet i have my own stingy character. i hate it when sis use my pimple cream or cucumber eye gel etc. i mind actually. fuming mad when i catch her stealthily using my stuffs when i'm sound asleep or when i'm elsewhere. this morning, i saw her using my eye gel but i closed my eye and pretend to be sleeping soundly. how can i scream at her for using my stuffs! perhaps she wanted to ask too but i was sleeping. she can't possibly wake me up and ask stupid things like: can i use ur eye gel please? for tt, i shall not make her starting of her day a bad one by showing my fucking nasty attitude.

there are stuffs its okie for her to use without asking and stuffs she can use but provided tt she ask me and things she mustn't at all touch. since i had her with some violent objection of me using her property without permission, i've grown to this policy and of cox she shall obey to what she had started. that is, ask before u use! i can be pretty a freaky asshole. i hid my make up remover becox she seem to using it like her's! hello!? since it is something u have to use it everyday, get one urself alright?

she is rich, she got tonnes of make up, creams, body scrubs, earrings, neckelaces, shirts and blah blah. u name it, she has the them all. yet she still wanna use mine! jeans? she owns levi's pants. and she still fucking hell wanna wear my poor cheapo 30+ dollar jeans which i only own a few for school's sake. i'm skinny and just imagine my waist size. its darn small. she is fit and has got a nice good firm bottom. how can she squeeze into mine?! she manged to anyway and i tot my jeans' gonna have a hard time. its cheap so mind the quality of it. but i'm just afraid it can't bear the stretch and u noe what. cox for me its really tight fitting let alone her's.

i'm a irritaing brat. i compliant and had told her nv to wear my jeans again. but did i not see her wear my jeans this morning? i guess its mine! its mine! hear my head blast into pieces like the happy tree friends cartoon characters!

oh well. the point shouldn't have gone so far explaining and losing my topic of the day. the point i'm trying to say is: i have confessed my weird habit of protecting my properties. erm if tt sound less offensive...i hope...

2005-09-27T12:04:00.000+08:00

how can i not admit tt i love talking! i chatted my whole afternoon away with ade at coffee beans. lolx she's one of my soulmate whom we have shared 11 years of friendship together ever since pri school. lolx gosh i shall blush on her behalf.

ya noe there's one stuffs in coffee beanwho can't talk and needs a hearing aid. he served my coffee before and he actioned something which i guess he was trying to say: enjoy ur drink. and he put on a wide grin on his face. even though he is physically disadvantaged as compared to us, he is more efficient than any of his stuffs. he can't do the casher job cox he cannot communicate but he can do the serving, making coffee conconction and clean the place. i saw him making a coffee ice blended before and i swear he was damn fast. he is one sweet little star everyone will remember after their visit to sarangoon gardens's coffee bean. i look up to him :)

2005-09-25T14:43:00.000+08:00

freak freak freak. i'm a freak cox i think i'm a few cm taller again! cox i used to be 2cm or so taller taller than sis but now it seems lik 1 inch plus!! oh freak! its horrible! i dun wanna grow taller anymore. i dun wanna be tall! i just want to be gain a few kg. pleassssssssee

2005-09-22T18:41:00.000+08:00

hey-oh!!! this comic strip is darn fuuuunnnniiiee. i had a good laugh this morning reading this. how stupid can tt be?!

uh-huh i'm hours away from the 24th-my results!!! i can't help thinking of it everyday like i murdered someone, oh fuck finally, its gonna end sooooon and hopefully it'll end on tt day. NO fucking sup paper. i dun want and i dun care.

another day at home isn't tt bad afterall. i had myself to read a book, newspaper, wash the cups(and i wash cleaner than amy alright?), surf net, eat, eh tt's about all actually. ahhhh and i applied nail polish for sis and had my nails nicely buffed!! oh gosh even such stuffs made my day. its real sad. but at least i dun have to mug for now......i'm freeeeeeee tooo doooo anyyy thinggg iii likeeeee. ;)

2005-09-22T07:12:00.000+08:00

*slap*the bustard with a big sucker mouth.
bloody bitch likes to bite me to give me itch. i'm gonna kill whichever i see cox i'm not gonna let one fly away with a big fat tummy of my blood. i'll squash, i'll stamp, i'll tear them into pieces and watch them die in my hands. dun cha think u can buzz of for more juicy meals..i'll make sure u die for it hehehe